*sigh*

I really hate looking at my finances. I'm at the tail end of the worst tax season of my life, and find that not everything is in balance. I'm just not sure HOW I'm still in the red. Of course, I'm NOT taking into account my hell client, who hasn't been billed in two months, but may not be billed for a third, since I just don't feel right since the work isn't completed. Although I do deserve payment for what I've done. So they need to be billed.

Also, part of this "in the red" is paying off my credit card, completely. For it to get racked up again. I plan on paying off gas and auto expenses monthly from now on, but the trip to NYC is going to be a strain. I either will have CASH, and be worried about the credit card, or I'll have the credit card and have NO cash (and I'll need SOME, I need to pay for parking and suff.) Perhaps the solution is to pay HALF, maybe a bit more than half, and pay the rest off next month. Hmmmm, this "red" also includes a SECOND car payment this month, doubled, in order to pay it off. *shrug* I'll think about it later I guess.

Right now I have nothing to complain about I guess. I'm just cranky because every year I look to pay off EVERYTHING, and it just doesn't happen. I can feel myself making insurance payments this year - last year I paid it off in May which was sweet, but it's not like it's a huge amount. Plus I need to wait for the car payoff, I don't want to pay my insurance, then cancel Comprehensive, then have them NOT refund my money.

I sound very convincing , don't I? "Wah, I need money to pay all my bills EARLY! Wah, woe is me!" Most people settle for "on time" but OH NO, not me. Perhaps it's because I have bigger fish to fry, bill wise, and once I get the small things out of the way, I can work on the big things, like straighting things out to apply for a mortgage. Maybe this time next year.

I really want some sushi. I think I need to get dressed, pop out to deposit my check and my whopping $1.30 refund from CVS for my horse pills, ad see if anyone's available for a trip to the new place in Quincy.

This whine brought to you by Capitalism. Hmmm, Capitalism good *snicker*

Almost a crisis

There;s been a string of Nicholas Cage movies on USA today, and this one started off with him in a Ranger uniform, and my heart sank, thinking I would be watching Rangers get shot at.

Of course, I'd forgotten this would be ConAir, which has nothing to do with Rangers getting their ass kicked. *breathes a sigh of relief*
And I get some John Cusack action too. *drools*

I'm such a dork geek, I'm trying to decide what to do about my storage unit, and how best to maneuver getting more space. Short of moving out, this is the closest thing I've got to getting my own space. I was thinking about getting another unit at my current place, or a bigger one, BUT I've found another place that's cheaper and seems nicer, but the idea of moving ALL my crap from Weymouth to Stoughton is very creepy. But, I'm planning on renting a truck to move stuff anyway, it' might be feasible The place in Stoughton is cheaper. But is it as nice? A quick trip soon will prove it, I guess.

*pats tummy* I had sushi, and I'm content for the moment. I still have work to do, but I'm not stressing about it right now. I will have things done, and hopefully the CB will email me with a quasi-date tomorrow as a reward,

OK, off to look at the facility, and work.

Ugh

Why does nothing go quite right.
Well, not for me. Sort of.

I drove out to the storage place. Found out why it's cheap. It was practically impossible to find, althought I DO blame MapQuest, which is the spawn of Satan. *shrug* I had no choice, I had no idea where in Stoughton the place was. It took be about 45min to find the damn thing. I kept going the wrong way, thinking "No way is it THAT way." It's very dark and lonely, and, although it has better gate hours, I'm not sure I like the location, or the setup. I'm ok with paying about $30 more a month for the safety and convenience of my current place. I wasn't before I saw this place, I just think it's a bad idea. Plus it's nowhere near my office, like I thought it was, it's on the other side of Stoughton, almost to Easton.

Then I get home and stand outside my sister's apartment for about 10 minutes listening to all the names he called her, and how she's "crazy" and her begging for him to stay. Seriously, this is why I don't like most women, I'm disgusted by her attitude.

OK, I have to get offline, I need to work.