A few last minute thoughts

I'm sorry about the LOADS of spelling errors in the last entry. I'll fix it evenutally.

I had something to eat when I got home, from work, and from cluib. Yum.

I got a Coke at the Club and a Vanilla Coke on the way home, and paid for neither.

I got to rant about general stuff, and got told I "don't suck." *grins*

I saw ockhams_razor YAY. and spanked scorched_angel for being a naughty poopihead.

AND

CoatBoy attention.

*sigh*
*puts feet up*
Life really is good, for all that I work all the time.
I do need to be comfortable in silence tho, as he suggested. Well, realize that HE'S comfortable in silence, and I can be to, not always having to entertain him. Maybe next time, I'll make him entertain ME. DANCE, bitch! *grins* that's in case he reads this, like he said he was NOT going to. *lol*

Anyway, bed now, shower morning. I have a Very Long Day, and I MUST get there despite anything that happens, including snow.

Stupid revelations

The time I go to bed directly correlates to the time I get up.
Yes, this is decidedly OBVIOUS
But I know that others can go to bed at fucked up hours, and still get up on time.
Recently, I've been going to sleep at 1:30, after InuYasha.
And waking up by nine. At the latest, I've been maybe waking up earlier but not by much.
So last night, I went to bed at 3AM. Got out of ManRay at one, had to dally on the way to the parking garage since I was being escorted *schmoopy grin*, then there was the driving home of the Howie, and the conversations ensuing. I got home just after 2. I needed to eat something (hmmm, beef burritos *drools*) I read email, posted to livejournal. Decided to shower this morning, took out contacts, removed makeup and crawled into bed just before 3. Watched the end of Lexx (back to season two, thank the GODS. *drools* Sexy dead Kai.) surfed just a bit more, bummed out that my taping of Inuyasha didn't happen (I'd set my VCR to tape during Angel, but I was here for it, so when I turned off the TV, it just kept taping the WB, for HOURS, it's creepy. I SERIOUSLY need that TIVO. I'm tired of missing my shows, dammit.)

So that pushes my wakeup time to 10AM, well just before, enough to flip channels and watch the end of Charmed. To see the first episode. *SOBS* No More Rose McGowan for a couple of months while they roll through the seasons. Damn.

So, if I want to start getting up at 7, or at least 8, I need to be in bed at midnight.
NOT conductive to my schedule, but something I think needs to be done. I dunno how to adjust my schedule, getting home at 10 isn't good for going to bed two hours later, then there's my ManRay excursions. I won't give those up. Again, I give up everything else for this, I work super late the other days of the week for this.

So, the tail end of this is that I'm an hour later getting up than I'd like to be. I need to take a deposit to the bank, and I REALLY should go to BJ's before work, to get more supplies for the next month, and a movie for Katie for her birthday, where I need to drop by on Friday. *sigh* I just want to get up at a reasonable time, but I don't want to change my schedule that much. I'd settle for waking at 7, drifting about til 8 then getting up. That would change everything.

CB goes to Haven on a regular basis. *evil grin* I'm definitely going after the season ends, looks like I'm going to run the gauntlet after all, so I need to find a Friday Goth night in NYC (I'm assuming the thing I hear about in the Pyramid is still on.) Wheee.

OK, now I'm REALLY late, and I'm doing my errands THEN going to work.

I get more upset about Lou every time I think about it. I'm emailing his mother, and asking about if there's ANY address I can write to, in case he can get them.

So

I'm being a big ass loser and dragging my heels going to work.
I'm bringing my laptop and hunkering down for the day, once I get there. but I'm going to BJ's and the bank first, and I need to hurry. I have bottles in my car that need to be turned in, I look like a bag/car lady. And my back seat is a MESS, It looks like a junkie's car, there are clothes, and glittery shoes and trash everywhere. Once I get rid of the bottles, I have a trashbag I can use, and I can get rid of everything.

Oh, and I just spent money *LOL* I finally ordered my Yu-Yu Hakusho box set, and Record of the Lodoss War for Katie's B-day present. I'm also going to try and get Signs at BJs this afternoon - that's what I wanted to get the other day and couldn't remember.

So, more money to spend, and work work work. Bleh.

*snarl*

Well, I guess the horoscope was directed at THIS client, rather than the usual sources of gossip-mongering. I guarantee they'll be discussing me.

Went to UNfavorite client, after running errands. I wish I'd never gone in. The snow was very crappy by the time I started in, but I knew I had work to do (which, by the way, didn't get remotely CLOSE to done. I'm definitely going in forever next Monday and Thursday.) Got caught up in a meeting in which I really had nothing to say, the software guy pissed me OFF (I'm sorry, telling me how to do my job, THEN questioning my ability to do it - not the way to get on my good side.) Honestly, the problem is NOTHING ever WORKS right. And noone has ever fixed everything. To tell me there are "glitches" in the system, THEN question why _I_ didn't find them in the first place! HI, Not a software/hardware geek. I'm counting on the reports coming out of the damn system.

Then there's the piece of shit A/P woman. She says WHATEVER makes her look good. She's the only one who works, the only person who does anything in the damn office. Considering I get NOTHING done the days she's in? ARGH! AND AND AND - II have proof she's lying. I had to compare two reports, one printed in September, one printed with September's dates to today. There were entries that were NOT THERE in September. And SHE'S responsible for entering these, even tho I've begged her to leave either them for ME to do, or an audit trail, like a COPY of the deposit.

I'm done complaining, I'm just going to do my job. I need time in there, during the day, I tend to want to scoot out of there at 7 or 8, I don't like staying late late. So Monday, I need to get moving early, get in there early, so I can put in a full day, get caught up to at least December.

Seriously, if all I do is audit the info coming out of the system, how am _I_ responsible for what goes in? I'm NOT, I'm washing my hands of it At least I know I didn't make any massive mistakes, it's the software, my unfamiliarity with it (oh, and she told the guy I'm "uncomfortable" and I "never ask for help" and I'll "call him now, won't you, honey." I almost honey'd her right on her ASS.) and random, unexplained "glitches". *growl* I find that unacceptable. Someone should have done something about this a LONG time ago.

Although the software finally explained WHY my G/L has been out, and I proved out September, so I know that September is solid. Only six months in (their year end is in March) and I finally get to a point where I can be sure of things. Next step, is to prove cash for October, November and December, which will be MUCH HARDER, and then back to work out the kinks in the G/L. All of this with my current ass schedule, by the end of the month. Well, mid April, I need to talk to the boss and the accountant about March closing, and when the books will be ready (NO earlier than the 25th, I guarantee.)

ARGH! I hate this, I feel stupid, but I KNOW I'm doing at least SOME things right. I hate not being sure, and I'm NEVER sure. The ass questioned my training, and my experience. Believe me, if I'm in over my head, I'd get out. I'm tempted to, I hate going there now.

I have to go veg out, and prep some returns to be mailed. Growl.