Plan: Initiated

Bret and I are going to Club Hell, for 80's New Year's.
I feel like a complete asshole, but yet, not, all at the same time.
*sighs*

Anyone who wants to come with, is welcome, with a few caveats.
- I'm in NO mood for drama/pissiness. Be forwarned, I'd love to slap someone around right now.
- We're leaving at 8PM.
- We could be potentially coming home after 3AM (they're open 9-3)

This of course, only holds if you want me to drive you. I may be a bitchslapping fiend while at the club, but I'll try not to slap anyone who won't like it.

Huh. I may email CB, how much of a dork am I?

*sigh*

Not a good feeling for the new year, is it?
But, to be honest, I feel less about the new year, eash year. For me, it is a moment of dread, since it represents the turning of my work year, for taxes, so therefore it's not something I can look forward to, or be enthused about. Perhaps April 15 is more like my new year, or perhaps Samhain itself. It's odd that I almost feel like my mood and my life are tied to the seasons, I never really realized that before, and it's a slow dawning. The winter is so dark, I get bitchier, I couldn't score for the life of me. Then, sometime during March, things start to look better, anytime before that it's nervous breakdown time. May had always been my best time, when I feel alive and predatory. I met Marc and Lou during ne my my "May Ruts." And I think knowing Lou was, and is, one of the best things that ever happened to me. The summer makes me feel sluggish, and then a brief respite in Autumn, then it starts all over again, come Halloween.

Ack, I'm starting to wax poetic. And I HATE that about some LJ's so I need to stop, I don't want to start sounding pompous (Yes, I know I AM, I don't need to sound like it)

Anyway, tonight is about goofing off, and loafing. I can drink some, perhaps I'll have one of those big blue thingies, and see how it goes. Then tomorrow's yearly brunch at the Casa de Chaos, whom I forgot to call before London, poetman anything you want to me to tell them/not tell them? *evil grin*

My morning client had called me yesterday regarding an "ice storm" and how she didn't think she'd be in work anytime early. I told her my afternoon client had rescheduled, so I had all day. She called at 9:30 to say she was in. *makes a face* I tried to get up, but something had me up til 2:00 AM, hmmm, maybe it was TASUKI? Yes, yes it was. I should take it with me to the brunch, but, I'm going to only try to stay for about 2 hours or so, I want to come home and chill before hitting ManRay. I wonder if CB is finally going to reappear. With the holidays and work and the skiing I think he's doing, he's been incommunicado, and I think it's past time we had a chat. But I'm not going to run around after him and try to drag him into one.

I have to call Lou tonight too. I have a bad feeling about his potential work assignments, I'll be disgusted if he's relocated somewhere hot and sandy again. He's wasting time, courtesy of the Army, it's not like he's just a grunt. They should provide him the specialized training he needs, seriously. *shrug* I have no concept how the Army works tho, so I really can't do anything more than bluster and make "hrumph" noises.

Bleh, I need to get moving. Maybe I'll write more later. I hate sluggishness in the mornings. Maybe I need to stop turning on my computer in the mornings. But it's not like I have access at all my clients. Mondays would be super sucky. hell the Internet is a huge sucking demon for me. Oh well.

I'm still hungry

I hate that, it means I need something and didn't get it.
Client went swimmingly, although she pointed out some things I should have fixed a while ago. This is what I get for having too many clients in one day. I like havingone client per day, and then having other work to do. I almost want an office, somewhere to go and work, but I really would be wasting money. I need to save up for either a two bedroom apartment or condo. I should take the $400 I figure I would spend on rent for an office and put it into my savings account. I HATE playing catchup during tax season, and this is the third one I'm doing it in. I need to get COMPLETELY caught up, even if it means not buying those things I usually let myself buy during the season. I'm still putting aside $50 every week for DVD buying. That's so I can have the Anime I want, and may do something stupid to buy. I still have one box set to buy.

Things will be much easier once I pay off my car.

OK, off to call Bret, and check my balances, and maybe work on some filing stuff before leaving. people are driving like dorks, everyone, please beware while driving.

Wheee, I'm running late!

I still need to shower. Stupid tempting Fushigi Yugi, why must you be so delicious!

I hope noone is angry at me for dodging parties and stuff. I feel the same way I've read others do, I just can't tolerate people I hate tonight, in any capacity. If some she beast shoves me, I want to be in a place where I can beat the shit out of her, and not in a friends house where I have to make nice-nice because noone saw her do it, and noone believes anyone would EVER do anything drama-related. *argh*

Have a safe night, noone get too drunk, and noone get dead. Thanks.
Catch you later, probably next year.