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I shouldn't be up still, but I ended up falling asleep for a bit, so now I'm awake for a bit *sigh*
Today we went to Canobie Lake, me and KA and MaCherie Nikki, m'lady Debb, and Miss Ellie. All I could think about was the last time I was up there, for Theresa's/Lisa's birthday and nasty Mary Quite Contrary telling me I'm too fat for that dress. I'm SO glad I have the picture or her, in said dress, stretching it quite out, AND looking like a live raspberry, from her sunburn, and how the purple dress reflected off her face. (Purple is HER color, when she saw my car I think steam actually poured out of her ears *grin*) I ended up exhausted, still a bit wet (The Tea Party ROCKS, the final splash is a bit - much *evil grin*)
So, I'm reading friendsfriends list, and I see this entry about being at Canobie lake and seeing a man in a Bauhaus shirt, and it turns out to be the other set of "us" that was in the park, which Nikki had pointed out to me since one of the girls was wearing a Cruxshadows shirt. It's always odd to see an incident from the other side of things. I'm just happy this was a nice one, no drama, no whining. Maybe next time we can all go as a nice big gang, like today. We alternated rides, and I boosted KA onto a carousel horse, and we had MUCH fun. *sigh* I wish it could be kewl all the time.
So, I'm tried, and ashamed that I never made it to Porn's. But if I'm going to keep a promise tomorrow, I have to stay in and go to bed. maybe I can get away with sleeping til 10:30, that's nine hours, that'll be fine, I hope. I have a decided lack of sleep from last night.
And I feel a blank space where CB is, I wish I knew what he was thinking. I've tried to repair things, and I get the feeling I'm doing more harm than good. But I only sent two pages, one this morning asking if he wanted to hang, and one later making sure he was studying. *sigh* I kinda wish I'd get at least an "I'm fine, stop poking me!" message. Bleh. I think I"ll draft an email tomorrow, a "*pout* I'm getting no attention" email. If I keep it light, I'll get a response.
Today we went to Canobie Lake, me and KA and MaCherie Nikki, m'lady Debb, and Miss Ellie. All I could think about was the last time I was up there, for Theresa's/Lisa's birthday and nasty Mary Quite Contrary telling me I'm too fat for that dress. I'm SO glad I have the picture or her, in said dress, stretching it quite out, AND looking like a live raspberry, from her sunburn, and how the purple dress reflected off her face. (Purple is HER color, when she saw my car I think steam actually poured out of her ears *grin*) I ended up exhausted, still a bit wet (The Tea Party ROCKS, the final splash is a bit - much *evil grin*)
So, I'm reading friendsfriends list, and I see this entry about being at Canobie lake and seeing a man in a Bauhaus shirt, and it turns out to be the other set of "us" that was in the park, which Nikki had pointed out to me since one of the girls was wearing a Cruxshadows shirt. It's always odd to see an incident from the other side of things. I'm just happy this was a nice one, no drama, no whining. Maybe next time we can all go as a nice big gang, like today. We alternated rides, and I boosted KA onto a carousel horse, and we had MUCH fun. *sigh* I wish it could be kewl all the time.
So, I'm tried, and ashamed that I never made it to Porn's. But if I'm going to keep a promise tomorrow, I have to stay in and go to bed. maybe I can get away with sleeping til 10:30, that's nine hours, that'll be fine, I hope. I have a decided lack of sleep from last night.
And I feel a blank space where CB is, I wish I knew what he was thinking. I've tried to repair things, and I get the feeling I'm doing more harm than good. But I only sent two pages, one this morning asking if he wanted to hang, and one later making sure he was studying. *sigh* I kinda wish I'd get at least an "I'm fine, stop poking me!" message. Bleh. I think I"ll draft an email tomorrow, a "*pout* I'm getting no attention" email. If I keep it light, I'll get a response.
