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So I'm being a naughty monkey
Jul. 4th, 2001 04:03 pmand staying in for the day. I had a family barbecue, which I SO declined, and I could have gone to Harlan's, but, and I am sorry, I have too much to do around the house before ManRay. I just don't feel like fighting traffic til I absolutely have to. I'm doing laundry, as everything I own is dirty, or at least everything I want to wear.
It's been a quiet week so far, for a change. Actually I don't mind a little drama, but there's a lot of superb pissiness floating about, and I think it's just silly. Oh well, not my problem. Maybe I'm still floating about on the whole DM high. *shrug* Dunno.
Of course it could be the presence of Lou that makes some of the difference. He showed to Ceremony about 10:30, in his dress uniform, and looked just adorable. He had the black beret, with his unit's crest on it, and he looked so, RIGHT, in it. I really think he made the right decision for him, although I miss him terribly. He should be out tonight, hopefully looking all Goth and sexy. It's becoming significantly harder not to jump him. I don't want to go back there with him, and I don't want to make him uncomfortable. I'll just look and drool and watch. I think I'll dress down tonight, so I can wander a bit more and hang with him. I just don't know how much time we'll have together, and I have to apologize in advance to anyone I put on the back burner for him this week, and next. He's leaving July 15, and I won't see him again til late August, MAYBE, depending on 1) IF I go to DragonCon, and 2) whether or not I can visit him on base, as he's not allowed off base for that weekend (Well a bunch of weekends, that one in particular). If I don't see him then, it will be Christmas. *sigh*
Of course, this isn't stopping me from accepting a little invitation. My gayest straight man in the world, Bret, has invited me down to Provincetown, as he's vacationing there. Ok, explain to me how you're straight and vacation in P-Town??? (I've met hig Girlfriend, and I'm still confused) I have to work in Mashpee on Thursday, so I'm driving down after work and staying at least the night. He wants to take me OUT out, as in not gay night at ManRay so I can see how the other half lives. *giggle* I'm scared. *lol* He's such a doll. I don't know what I'd do without him sometimes. And to think, I was expected to give him up, to be friends with someone else. *hand*
Ok I have to get to laundry, so I can pack a bag for tomorrow, and dress for tonight.
It's been a quiet week so far, for a change. Actually I don't mind a little drama, but there's a lot of superb pissiness floating about, and I think it's just silly. Oh well, not my problem. Maybe I'm still floating about on the whole DM high. *shrug* Dunno.
Of course it could be the presence of Lou that makes some of the difference. He showed to Ceremony about 10:30, in his dress uniform, and looked just adorable. He had the black beret, with his unit's crest on it, and he looked so, RIGHT, in it. I really think he made the right decision for him, although I miss him terribly. He should be out tonight, hopefully looking all Goth and sexy. It's becoming significantly harder not to jump him. I don't want to go back there with him, and I don't want to make him uncomfortable. I'll just look and drool and watch. I think I'll dress down tonight, so I can wander a bit more and hang with him. I just don't know how much time we'll have together, and I have to apologize in advance to anyone I put on the back burner for him this week, and next. He's leaving July 15, and I won't see him again til late August, MAYBE, depending on 1) IF I go to DragonCon, and 2) whether or not I can visit him on base, as he's not allowed off base for that weekend (Well a bunch of weekends, that one in particular). If I don't see him then, it will be Christmas. *sigh*
Of course, this isn't stopping me from accepting a little invitation. My gayest straight man in the world, Bret, has invited me down to Provincetown, as he's vacationing there. Ok, explain to me how you're straight and vacation in P-Town??? (I've met hig Girlfriend, and I'm still confused) I have to work in Mashpee on Thursday, so I'm driving down after work and staying at least the night. He wants to take me OUT out, as in not gay night at ManRay so I can see how the other half lives. *giggle* I'm scared. *lol* He's such a doll. I don't know what I'd do without him sometimes. And to think, I was expected to give him up, to be friends with someone else. *hand*
Ok I have to get to laundry, so I can pack a bag for tomorrow, and dress for tonight.
