Thoughts on tonight

Where was everyone? Not that I didn't like it dead, but Damn People!
There is this guy Adrian that I find rather icky. tonight I found out he totally sucks. He ran the stop sign at the corner down the street from ManRay. I know this because I wasn't the car on the other side of the stop, but I WAS the car behind, and I followed them directly into the ManRay lot and parked beside them. And Lo and Behold, it's a big dork who is SO important that it can run an important stop and rush to ManRay to get HIS space. Even I don't do that. So yes, he is a complete and total asshole, among other things.
ManRay was nice. I'm sorry but there are just some people I'm not going to get along with. I'm watching some women play games, and failing, and I think it's funny. Just some advice. Unless you have guys panting all over you (Like Marc's whore of a gf Laura) You can NOT play guys off one another, it WILL bite you in the ass.

I'm not so sure I want to go tomorrow night. Laura sounded very sick, but she's still all for going out. I'm just tired, I'll feel differently tomorrow, plus I can tie one on (all hail tying one on...)

And I think I'm going to get annoyed at NetGoth rather quickly. Since when does some little punk who has been on list a month get to DOMINATE a flame war, and a stupid one at that, all full of "YEAH, well YOU post from AOL!" I mean Come ON, if you're such a damn smart thirteen year old, think of something better! I used to insult adults with language they couldn't understand daily. I'm just disgusted, everyone knows that Ian is the Goth Thought Police *LOL*, seriously, I have no idea why the whole thread continues. I'd like to read it so I can be informed, but it BURNS to look at!!! I guess all I can do is delete, delete, delete. I'm just getting annoyed, and I don't like that.

Ok tomorrow is tires for the car, and I think Judy Jetson's is out. I just don't want to go to just anyone. I think I'll call the salon I went to before, and see if they can take a walk-in dye and cut. By noon, which actually may happen, if I go on their schedule they'll be more accommodating. Then I can come home and nap and clean the room, and do laundry. Maybe the tires won't take very long. If it's only going to be an hour or so, maybe I'll wait for it, so I won't have to go anywhere. I told them they could keep it all day but they may not be too busy (at Firestone) Note to self - go to bank for money, maybe they'll give me a cash deal *boing*

Still processing the tarot reading, I still don't exactly buy it. I think I'll ask mine too.

Question: Will That One actually read this? And, if he does, will he figure out it's him? I mean I don't like hiding things, and some already know about it, but until I tell him, and I May NEVER tell him, I just don't think I can come right out and hit him broadside with it here. Hit him broadside, yes. I was thinking: "*hugs* G'night, thanks for dinner, and if you'd ever like to have mind numbing, sweaty, naughty sex, let me know. Oh, and here's that cd you wanted to borrow." That's how I'd like to do it, just tell him, and go on. I won't be weird, I won't be mean, I just want to be honest so there is no mistake, and nobody hurt. But I wonder if he'll see this and see himself, and be all, you know, weird. I hope not. I guess I'll say here, if he does figure it out, that it changes nothing, and that I still love and admire him. I just want more, not much, but probably more than he can give me. So I'll get over it if we can't, as soon as I find another to focus on, which should be June/July according to the reading.
Will he get it? I don't think so. I think he'll come to me and say, IF he reads this "Who is it, you can tell me...."

Day on pause

waiting for laundry.
waiting for car.
Watching a tape of Buffy (not even an OLD ep, the one from the other night)
I hate getting talked into things. I let the guy at Firestone talk me into some sort of package, but I think I came out on top. I could have an alignment (which I needed ) for $70, or I could get the Lifetime Alignment for $99. That means if I need an alignment, and I bought that, I bring it to them, they align it and I drive away no money involved. Unless I need a part. that sounded WAY to good to be true. But, I went for it, because I can't tell you how many times I've put off an alignment for the simple $$ issue. We'll see how it goes. Plus I had said the "Gee, maybe except I have just enough for x and y." So then he starts knocking money off. 15% on the four tires, plus $10 for filling out a credit app, which will be declined, but it was getting me to apply that got the $10. so I'm paying about $50 for the alignment, and it's the lifetime. I'm not sure how they stay in business that way. but I'm sure the tires have about $2 worth of rubber *grin* They are also different tires. I had been sticking with the tires that came with the car, the Firestone Affinity Touring tires, but I'm switching to a Bridgestone BT version, with a much greater warranty, and came recommended by the Firestone guy. He said he'd put them on a friend's Saturn coupe and she loved them. They also were the cheapest of the alternatives, about $5 more a tire than my previous Affinities. Hopefully this will fix most of the bumpety bump problems I've had. Thay are also going to let me keep any tire on the car that will do for a spare. I'll stick it in the storage unit.
Along with Marc's stuff. He's having MAJOR gf/roommate issues. If anyone in the Boston area has a couch up for grabs for a night or two, and is willing to let a cute blonde sleep on it let me know.
Unrelated topic - apparently That One knows about it. AND he's determined to deal with it in his usual manner, ignore, and pull back. *sigh* It's not necessary, and I'm a bit hurt he feels he has to. *shrug* I'll get over it. Faster than the Ghost fiasco, that's for DAMN sure. That sucked!
Ok, get laundry, go and catch *shudder* bus.

A little wigged

Someone on on of my friend's friend list posted about how she was adding people pretty randomly, and that if she adds you it''s becuase she probably finds your writing cool and she wants to procrastinate by reading it.
She just popped up as having me listed. *boggle*
I had no idea my prattle was at all intersting?
I think I'll have to write the Pennsic story later. TMI for everyone!

New Tires Rock

Freakin LOVE the new tires. Handling so execellent now. And they saved a tire for a spare. Most excellent.
Have hair cut appointment at 5:30. Not going for the dye today. Maybe I'll head to WalMart after the cut and pick up some color, something different. Or maybe the same and wash the Manic Panic thorough in a week or so.
I have too much planned. I don't feel relaxed. I feel, I dunno, rushed, like I don't have time for anything. I wanted to do more laundry, but I don't think that'll happen. I have to clean up this room first, take back recycling. I think that's what I'll do once Batman Beyond is over.

I have Cordy hair.

That's right.
Cordy hair.
Like Cordelia, after the haircut. It's short. Kinda short. Not to my ears but to the hairline. And it's not the drastic slope forward I wanted. It's kinda, well, One Length. And I don't think it's exactly what I wanted. Next time, gay male. That's all there is to it. The girl who sut my hair was all "come back in a month, we'll put a nice color in your hair, blah blah blah." I don't think I want to go back. She was nice, and friendly, but too friendly, too much small talk, not enough "what DO you want to do with your hair?"
ManRay tonight. So no coffee for me. Deal with it. *grin* Problem though, I think I look like a lesbian. So I might be crawling with girls tonight, as it's Gay night with Bret, Tony, and Laura. *shiver* I'll ask ML, see what see says.

Something that's been running through my mind. I've been wondering why. Now I know. I should have known my subconscious was telling me something. This fits.

I think I did it again
I made you believe
We're more than just friends.
It might seem like a crush,
but it doesn't mean that,
I'm serious
'Cause to lose all my senses, it's just so typically me.

Oops! I did it again.
I played with your heart, got lost in the game,
Oh baby, baby
Oops, you think I'm in love, That I'm sent from above
But I'm not that innocent.

You see, my problem is this,
I'm dreaming away
Wishing that heroes, they truly exist
I cry watching the days
Can't you see I'm a fool, in so many ways?
But to lose all my senses, it's just so typically me.
Oh baby, baby

Oops, I did it again
I played with your heart
Got lost in the game,
oh Baby baby
Oops, You think I'm in love,
That I'm sent from above
But I'm not that innocent.......

Did I say Cordy?

I meant Posh Spice. except....
It
Won't
Lay
Flat
*sigh*