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tiamatladyHrmmmm.......
Lots of thoughts rolling about, nothing major.
Decided to sleep on a certain little "issue" last night.
ALMOST posted a long rant. Decided said rant isn't worth my time.
It's not ruining my day. or preventing me from sleeping.
I guess I thought I knew him better you know?
*shrug*
Oh well, I am determined that "suave, cool and confident" are the terms of the weekend.
I will go to work at a reasonable hour tomorrow.
I will get some projects done, and cheese out of work early and go see the Mummy Returns before 5.
I might go back to work to finish some stuff.
I will go and get tix for the show so I don't have to worry about not getting in.
I will come home and straighten up my room and pack for the weekend.
I WILL be putting the purple dye in my hair.
I will have to get Chris and his gf settled at D's, she said they could stay *boggle*
She even offered us a big breakfast on Saturday before we go. Whoo-hoo!
Then we go to NYC.
I look for boots to match the hat and the purse *evil grin*
We meet Constantine for dinner and have an AWESOME time (cross your fingers, maybe I'll get some!)
We make it to the show and have a GRAND time there, maybe we make it early enough for open bar (want to drink a LOT, dammit!)
Maybe I get to frolic with C and L and C's friend until dawn.
Sleep.
and come home early enough to veg in front of the Xfiles.
And not worry about everyone else. or their issues, or what they think of me.
Because, right now, right here.
I Don't Care.
And I like it.
I'm all about having fun this weekend, regardless of what I leave behind me.
I'll deal on Monday. Maybe.
If I feel like it.
I'm not callous, or unfeeling. I've just decided that I need to look after ME this weekend.
I have a book waiting, I'm going to read til I fall asleep.
*hugs*
Lots of thoughts rolling about, nothing major.
Decided to sleep on a certain little "issue" last night.
ALMOST posted a long rant. Decided said rant isn't worth my time.
It's not ruining my day. or preventing me from sleeping.
I guess I thought I knew him better you know?
*shrug*
Oh well, I am determined that "suave, cool and confident" are the terms of the weekend.
I will go to work at a reasonable hour tomorrow.
I will get some projects done, and cheese out of work early and go see the Mummy Returns before 5.
I might go back to work to finish some stuff.
I will go and get tix for the show so I don't have to worry about not getting in.
I will come home and straighten up my room and pack for the weekend.
I WILL be putting the purple dye in my hair.
I will have to get Chris and his gf settled at D's, she said they could stay *boggle*
She even offered us a big breakfast on Saturday before we go. Whoo-hoo!
Then we go to NYC.
I look for boots to match the hat and the purse *evil grin*
We meet Constantine for dinner and have an AWESOME time (cross your fingers, maybe I'll get some!)
We make it to the show and have a GRAND time there, maybe we make it early enough for open bar (want to drink a LOT, dammit!)
Maybe I get to frolic with C and L and C's friend until dawn.
Sleep.
and come home early enough to veg in front of the Xfiles.
And not worry about everyone else. or their issues, or what they think of me.
Because, right now, right here.
I Don't Care.
And I like it.
I'm all about having fun this weekend, regardless of what I leave behind me.
I'll deal on Monday. Maybe.
If I feel like it.
I'm not callous, or unfeeling. I've just decided that I need to look after ME this weekend.
I have a book waiting, I'm going to read til I fall asleep.
*hugs*
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Hello
Date: 2001-05-04 05:24 am (UTC)**********
As far as the "issue" - my guess is that things may be awkward BECAUSE OF ranting in LJ . . . I don't know for sure, just my guess. Of course, I'm also making a guess on what "the issue" is too.
LJ is a curious beast . . . the owner should be able to use it in their own preferred method but since its a public vehicle other's opinions and emotions ultimately get involved.
*hugs* have a kick-butt time! :)
Re: Hello
Date: 2001-05-04 06:48 am (UTC)How do I put this gently?
I wouldn't have put anything in LJ I wasn't willing to say in public.
The subject was open for discussion.
AND closed for discussion all in the span of a week. Hey, I'm a fickle Leo, it's the way it goes.
I'd like to be punished for something I've done, thanks, rather than something I thought of doing. That makes me think that I should have committed the crime, becuase I'm taking the punishment that went with it.
Whatever. *shrug* I'm trying not to get mad, and to be more amused, but that isn't my nature, and I don't like leaving things open. But I'll let it go for now. Perhaps I'll have something to distract me after the weekend.
*evil grin*
(Disclaimer: I'm still not expecting anything from the weekend, just being silly)
I'm having more of a hard time dealing with the obvious reaction that I knew had to come than I anticipated. My reaction is to change the rules to suit me, and I'm trying to prevent that. I'm trying to be a grown up and let it play out in whatever manner it does, but I'm used to taking charge, not letting someone else dictate to rules. That's why I'm glad I have this weekend and next.
Not that THIS makes things any better. *thinks* makes ME feel better, I suppose *LOL*
I'm afraid there isn't anything you can tel me, although I thank you for trying.
If I get boots, I'll bring them by on Sunday for you guys to see.