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tiamatladySeriously.
Things don't feel quite right.
Probably because I set aside today to get stuff done, and feel like a failure, since only a bit is done.
I cleaned. A bit, put stuff away, and checked out my balances. About where I expected, so far so good.
I got myself a suitcase. That's where I went wrong today, I shouldn't have left the house. I should have stayed in my PJ's and worked starting at, like, 11:30, when I got moving. I should have cleaned, especially the computer desk which is like a while new plateau right now, and then started on the Ebay stuff. Now I really don't feel like dealing with the Ebay stuff, and if it doesn't get up tomorrow, then it's really not worth putting up, since I won't have time to get payments and ship before I leave.
So I went out searching for a suitcase, hit Building 19, where I saw something kinda flimsy for about $40, saw the Samsonite's that were twill $70, and just out of my range. Then I popped over to TJ Maxx, at about 4:30, which is NEVER a good idea to drive anywhere unless it's home. Their luggage were even crappier, and more expensive. Then I get home, and the unit says "Hey, Macy's is having some sort of blowout." So they had specials, and I got the crappy suitcase, but for $25. That's nice, it's nice and big, plenty of room for my garb after the trip, plenty of room for the triip, it just doesn't have a firm back, which is what I wanted. If I'm not careful, it's going to bulge out. I really don't want that. Also, I need luggage locks, thanks to my f-ing sister not returning my other one, and the absolute piece of shite that was on this one. The lock doesn't even work.
But, by the time this was done, it was 7. And cleaning still had to happen.
So I have tons of client work to do, and no desire to do it now. I think I'm going to go to bed early (early for me *lol*)
Last night I got sucked into Lexx on SciFi again. This one was the one![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
kazama has told me about, Brigadoom. The story of Kai, in song form. I find myself singing Kai's Brunnen-G song all frickin day! Lexx has become my doom. I don't operate well, and it's because instead of going to sleep around 2, I'm staying up til 3, watching the damn thing. It doesn't matter if I've seen it or not, I still stay up and watch it. I really need to be waking up earlier than I have been. Since the time change, getting up has sucked big hardcore dick.
And you know what else sucks, the fact that everyone knows I'm going to London, and that I'm working my ass off to make this happen, but that I'm also supposed to devote my efforts to THEIR cause. Guess what? Everything BUT me is going to take a back seat until after London. Only what makes me happy will happen. This includes the CB, but not much else. I can't cater to or take care of anyone right now, leave a message after the beep.
*sigh*
I need to go to bed, I just downloaded the Fight song, and I've been listening to it over and over. I'm getting myself too worked up to sleep. I still have to pull all my Ebay clothed back into my room from where I hung them so they'd be out of the way for me to clean. Bleh.
Things don't feel quite right.
Probably because I set aside today to get stuff done, and feel like a failure, since only a bit is done.
I cleaned. A bit, put stuff away, and checked out my balances. About where I expected, so far so good.
I got myself a suitcase. That's where I went wrong today, I shouldn't have left the house. I should have stayed in my PJ's and worked starting at, like, 11:30, when I got moving. I should have cleaned, especially the computer desk which is like a while new plateau right now, and then started on the Ebay stuff. Now I really don't feel like dealing with the Ebay stuff, and if it doesn't get up tomorrow, then it's really not worth putting up, since I won't have time to get payments and ship before I leave.
So I went out searching for a suitcase, hit Building 19, where I saw something kinda flimsy for about $40, saw the Samsonite's that were twill $70, and just out of my range. Then I popped over to TJ Maxx, at about 4:30, which is NEVER a good idea to drive anywhere unless it's home. Their luggage were even crappier, and more expensive. Then I get home, and the unit says "Hey, Macy's is having some sort of blowout." So they had specials, and I got the crappy suitcase, but for $25. That's nice, it's nice and big, plenty of room for my garb after the trip, plenty of room for the triip, it just doesn't have a firm back, which is what I wanted. If I'm not careful, it's going to bulge out. I really don't want that. Also, I need luggage locks, thanks to my f-ing sister not returning my other one, and the absolute piece of shite that was on this one. The lock doesn't even work.
But, by the time this was done, it was 7. And cleaning still had to happen.
So I have tons of client work to do, and no desire to do it now. I think I'm going to go to bed early (early for me *lol*)
Last night I got sucked into Lexx on SciFi again. This one was the one
kazama has told me about, Brigadoom. The story of Kai, in song form. I find myself singing Kai's Brunnen-G song all frickin day! Lexx has become my doom. I don't operate well, and it's because instead of going to sleep around 2, I'm staying up til 3, watching the damn thing. It doesn't matter if I've seen it or not, I still stay up and watch it. I really need to be waking up earlier than I have been. Since the time change, getting up has sucked big hardcore dick.And you know what else sucks, the fact that everyone knows I'm going to London, and that I'm working my ass off to make this happen, but that I'm also supposed to devote my efforts to THEIR cause. Guess what? Everything BUT me is going to take a back seat until after London. Only what makes me happy will happen. This includes the CB, but not much else. I can't cater to or take care of anyone right now, leave a message after the beep.
*sigh*
I need to go to bed, I just downloaded the Fight song, and I've been listening to it over and over. I'm getting myself too worked up to sleep. I still have to pull all my Ebay clothed back into my room from where I hung them so they'd be out of the way for me to clean. Bleh.
