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tiamatladyOne of the things I do over the summer, is take all my superfluous winter accessories out of my trunk, and put them into my storage unit. I usually leave something in my trunk "just in case" (as defined by "there's a freak storm earlier than I decide to go and fetch all my winter crap from the storage unit.")
I have yet to look outside, but from what I understand, it's snowing, fairly well. And this year, I don't think I left my "just in case" item in the trunk.
*sigh*
I just hope I have my window cleaner, it can at least push the snow off my car long enough for me to see while driving to the storage unit. If it's necessary at all, I tend to overreact with these things, I think.
I also had strange thoughts/dreams while waking up. In the first one, CB arrived at ManRay while I was dancing (like last week) and went off with someone who had the same appearance, as I now think about it, as Marc's evil ex. (he has so many, I mean the last one, the one who threw him out and is spreading the thievery lies. I'm sorry he's not a thief. That doesn't matter here tho, so PLEASE don't think to bitch me out for that. That is my OPINION, this is my JOURNAL, I can put my opinion here. *steps off soapbox*) She wasn't the problem, the girl (whoever she is) said nothing and didn't interact with me. CB was as attentive as ever, but kept wandering off. For some reason he didn't have a shirt on (Yes, I know where my mind is on that one) and I kept biting him on the shoulder, until he turned around (from talking to the girl) and said "CUT that out!" I'm thinking that I'm worried about interference, and M's Ex is a totally different body type than I, and that's what she represents, someone "more" attractive. Although she doesn't REALLY have facial features in the dream, it's not about looks it's about body type.
I know I woke up to Buffy, and passed out again, and this time I was reading an email, from CB and the title was "Things you might be interested to hear." I know #1 (it was in a list, something I do, not him) was "I'm losing my interest in not being some girl's boyfriend." OR it may have been that BACKWARDS, as in he doesn't want to be anyone's boyfriend, ever. But it's muddled. I know #2 is something about his job, but then MASH on TV woke me up, it sank in that Buffy wasn't on anymore, which means it's after 9AM which means I need to wake up.So I lost the email. *pouts*
I know what this means, my subconscious is POKING me as if I don't remember I want him very badly. And also expressing my fear that he might choose someone else, and not tell me. I can't believe I'm feeling this self conscious. And needy. I need to put this into perspective, but waking up with images of sinking my teeth into his shoulder, and LIKING it are hard to drop.
I need to shower, put in my contacts, MAN my eyes hurt with the glasses on, and deal with some stuff before heading to the clients, which I may not be doing if there statement isn't in. I may have to go in on Friday, which actually may be the best idea. I have tons of stuff to do today, like head to one office and put in a timesheet for this Friday, I need some money to pay my bitches *grins* And if I work on Friday, I can work until 9 or 10 then head over to the party I've been invited to. I just can't deal with costumes this year. Then there's the *grumble* Saturday wedding
You know, I'm doing just that! I'm not working today. I'm calling about a manicure on Friday morning, maybe I'll go get my hair cut today (I want it shorter and manageable for the wedding) OMG that's a GREAT Idea!!!! And that means I shouldn't shower SCORE! *giggle*
Off to set up my day, and start cleaning. I'll be back later.
I have yet to look outside, but from what I understand, it's snowing, fairly well. And this year, I don't think I left my "just in case" item in the trunk.
*sigh*
I just hope I have my window cleaner, it can at least push the snow off my car long enough for me to see while driving to the storage unit. If it's necessary at all, I tend to overreact with these things, I think.
I also had strange thoughts/dreams while waking up. In the first one, CB arrived at ManRay while I was dancing (like last week) and went off with someone who had the same appearance, as I now think about it, as Marc's evil ex. (he has so many, I mean the last one, the one who threw him out and is spreading the thievery lies. I'm sorry he's not a thief. That doesn't matter here tho, so PLEASE don't think to bitch me out for that. That is my OPINION, this is my JOURNAL, I can put my opinion here. *steps off soapbox*) She wasn't the problem, the girl (whoever she is) said nothing and didn't interact with me. CB was as attentive as ever, but kept wandering off. For some reason he didn't have a shirt on (Yes, I know where my mind is on that one) and I kept biting him on the shoulder, until he turned around (from talking to the girl) and said "CUT that out!" I'm thinking that I'm worried about interference, and M's Ex is a totally different body type than I, and that's what she represents, someone "more" attractive. Although she doesn't REALLY have facial features in the dream, it's not about looks it's about body type.
I know I woke up to Buffy, and passed out again, and this time I was reading an email, from CB and the title was "Things you might be interested to hear." I know #1 (it was in a list, something I do, not him) was "I'm losing my interest in not being some girl's boyfriend." OR it may have been that BACKWARDS, as in he doesn't want to be anyone's boyfriend, ever. But it's muddled. I know #2 is something about his job, but then MASH on TV woke me up, it sank in that Buffy wasn't on anymore, which means it's after 9AM which means I need to wake up.So I lost the email. *pouts*
I know what this means, my subconscious is POKING me as if I don't remember I want him very badly. And also expressing my fear that he might choose someone else, and not tell me. I can't believe I'm feeling this self conscious. And needy. I need to put this into perspective, but waking up with images of sinking my teeth into his shoulder, and LIKING it are hard to drop.
I need to shower, put in my contacts, MAN my eyes hurt with the glasses on, and deal with some stuff before heading to the clients, which I may not be doing if there statement isn't in. I may have to go in on Friday, which actually may be the best idea. I have tons of stuff to do today, like head to one office and put in a timesheet for this Friday, I need some money to pay my bitches *grins* And if I work on Friday, I can work until 9 or 10 then head over to the party I've been invited to. I just can't deal with costumes this year. Then there's the *grumble* Saturday wedding
You know, I'm doing just that! I'm not working today. I'm calling about a manicure on Friday morning, maybe I'll go get my hair cut today (I want it shorter and manageable for the wedding) OMG that's a GREAT Idea!!!! And that means I shouldn't shower SCORE! *giggle*
Off to set up my day, and start cleaning. I'll be back later.
