*sigh**Staple hand to forehead*
Sep. 22nd, 2002 12:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tiamatladyI would KILL to stop the mood swings.
And it's not like they're major swings. I was so angry at him last night, and now I'm just, poopy. Like I never want to see him again. And I need to get to a better place on that, it's not his fault, he's just being himself. And, to be honest, if this is normal behavior, I seriously don't want to be involved with him. I hate taking a backseat, I want someone who will want to do things with me, and have me do things with him. And not see me when it's convenient or when he has nothing better to do. And no, I don't know he'd do that. But it doesn't bode well, now does it?
I think about things too much.
I don't want to sit around all day today, but I also feel very little motivation. I can see some people need a shoulder, and I want to be there for them, but I'm afraid I may have stretched myself too thin. I can see this going badly if I'm not careful.
I should stay in and hide myself under a pile of work. But I'm going to make another phone call, and I'm hungry. I should take myself to![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
elvendoll's but it's too late I think, and I still have to get dressed. I think I'll go and have someone wait on ME for a change *grin*
And it's not like they're major swings. I was so angry at him last night, and now I'm just, poopy. Like I never want to see him again. And I need to get to a better place on that, it's not his fault, he's just being himself. And, to be honest, if this is normal behavior, I seriously don't want to be involved with him. I hate taking a backseat, I want someone who will want to do things with me, and have me do things with him. And not see me when it's convenient or when he has nothing better to do. And no, I don't know he'd do that. But it doesn't bode well, now does it?
I think about things too much.
I don't want to sit around all day today, but I also feel very little motivation. I can see some people need a shoulder, and I want to be there for them, but I'm afraid I may have stretched myself too thin. I can see this going badly if I'm not careful.
I should stay in and hide myself under a pile of work. But I'm going to make another phone call, and I'm hungry. I should take myself to
elvendoll's but it's too late I think, and I still have to get dressed. I think I'll go and have someone wait on ME for a change *grin*
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Date: 2002-09-22 10:28 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2002-09-22 11:28 am (UTC)I hate EVERYONE right now, and I don't want to deal with anyone or anything.
Tell Yulia I'm sorry
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Date: 2002-09-22 03:16 pm (UTC)I'm sorry : (
& it actually urned out that everyone was running on GST, so we didn't start cooking till nearly too anyways - i just wasn't at my computer to see your post : (
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Date: 2002-09-22 05:21 pm (UTC)I knew I could come over any time
I'm in a very bad mood today, and didn't want to subject anyone to me
*hugs*