Welcome to my pathetic nightmare
Apr. 17th, 2002 03:22 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tiamatladyTix are out.
and so is Bret.
Which I'm OK with.
but now I think Laura's going to be mad at me.
Why?
Because she is still going to want to go, and I Do Not.
At least, not with her.
I need some alone time, I need some![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
staralfurinn time, I need some obscene amount of drinking time. I do not need whiney "I don't want to do this" time, or "Fine, Whatever." time. Or, best of all "*silence*" time.
Please don't get me wrong, I love my D to death. More so than my own life. But I can't DEAL with her stuff if my own isn't dealt with first. And I'm hot and sticky (in a bad way) and I NEED to do for me.
Maybe this might be OK. I'll call her, can we'll talk about it and I'll cancel (I'm sorrystaralfurinn the reservations. Maybe we'll go to Manray Saturday night, as a whole bunch of people are going that I don't mind (and he'll FINALLY get to do his Prince impression for halo) and that might be enough.
I need to get away tho. I worked out my schedule for next week, and it doesn't look good. Work work and more work. *gag* Plus I should call my temp agency and see what they've got floating. *sigh* I REALLY wanted time off, but if all I want to do is sit on my butt and stare at TV I should do it at HOME where I won't have to pay for it.
Sad and pathetic.
and so is Bret.
Which I'm OK with.
but now I think Laura's going to be mad at me.
Why?
Because she is still going to want to go, and I Do Not.
At least, not with her.
I need some alone time, I need some
staralfurinn time, I need some obscene amount of drinking time. I do not need whiney "I don't want to do this" time, or "Fine, Whatever." time. Or, best of all "*silence*" time. Please don't get me wrong, I love my D to death. More so than my own life. But I can't DEAL with her stuff if my own isn't dealt with first. And I'm hot and sticky (in a bad way) and I NEED to do for me.
Maybe this might be OK. I'll call her, can we'll talk about it and I'll cancel (I'm sorry
staralfurinn the reservations. Maybe we'll go to Manray Saturday night, as a whole bunch of people are going that I don't mind (and he'll FINALLY get to do his Prince impression for halo) and that might be enough.I need to get away tho. I worked out my schedule for next week, and it doesn't look good. Work work and more work. *gag* Plus I should call my temp agency and see what they've got floating. *sigh* I REALLY wanted time off, but if all I want to do is sit on my butt and stare at TV I should do it at HOME where I won't have to pay for it.
Sad and pathetic.
