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tiamatladyI should have been at work already, according to my inner schedule.
To bad for not waking up. Then first I'm hot, then I'm cold, then now, now cold again.
Can't win.
For interested parties - IF I show at ManRay tonight it will be late. I have LOTS to do, I'm tired, and I'm gone for the weekend. I have two clients, one of whom notoriously keeps me til 10pm. That's gonna stop, I'm NOT working for them on Wednesdays, it's not worth my sanity.
This week's and today's horoscope has some advice, I'm going to try and take.
Rob's pertinent point - "*all* of you Leos will experience a dramatic increase in your power to conquer irrational anxieties and superstitious fantasies. Stand up to your inner bully! Don't let that intimidating fear-monger push you around any more." very good advice actually, given my situation and how I've been thinking. That naysaying bitch in my head is owned this week.
Today's "Don't bend over backwards for people today, and expect exactly the same treatment in return, Tiamatlady. If you want to do something because you care, that's fine, but don't do something because you want to get something out of the person for whom you are doing the favor. Huge displays of drama and emotion are not apt to get you anywhere today, so don't even bother. Actions speak much louder than words. and this is the one directly responsible for my decision not to go out. People will miss me, maybe be disappointed, but I can't do for them, they probably won't do for me, and that's what I'm expecting. Watch me hustle to MR, and have NOONE show up. CB is more than likely a no show, since he's studying. And while I love everyone else, I NEED the night at home.
That said I also NEED a shower, and to get to my client. I'm hoping to make sure my invoices are in this week so I get a check next week, right in time to start paying next month's bills. Yay.
I need to buy my bus ticket. I'm starting to get scared of the weekend.
To bad for not waking up. Then first I'm hot, then I'm cold, then now, now cold again.
Can't win.
For interested parties - IF I show at ManRay tonight it will be late. I have LOTS to do, I'm tired, and I'm gone for the weekend. I have two clients, one of whom notoriously keeps me til 10pm. That's gonna stop, I'm NOT working for them on Wednesdays, it's not worth my sanity.
This week's and today's horoscope has some advice, I'm going to try and take.
Rob's pertinent point - "*all* of you Leos will experience a dramatic increase in your power to conquer irrational anxieties and superstitious fantasies. Stand up to your inner bully! Don't let that intimidating fear-monger push you around any more." very good advice actually, given my situation and how I've been thinking. That naysaying bitch in my head is owned this week.
Today's "Don't bend over backwards for people today, and expect exactly the same treatment in return, Tiamatlady. If you want to do something because you care, that's fine, but don't do something because you want to get something out of the person for whom you are doing the favor. Huge displays of drama and emotion are not apt to get you anywhere today, so don't even bother. Actions speak much louder than words. and this is the one directly responsible for my decision not to go out. People will miss me, maybe be disappointed, but I can't do for them, they probably won't do for me, and that's what I'm expecting. Watch me hustle to MR, and have NOONE show up. CB is more than likely a no show, since he's studying. And while I love everyone else, I NEED the night at home.
That said I also NEED a shower, and to get to my client. I'm hoping to make sure my invoices are in this week so I get a check next week, right in time to start paying next month's bills. Yay.
I need to buy my bus ticket. I'm starting to get scared of the weekend.
