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tiamatladyI don't feel so alone. I don't mean that to sound pathetic. usually I LIKE being alone, but I'm not in my soul.
Last weekend I was alone. Does that make sense?
Anyway, maybe it's me settling down with it, maybe it's J being here, but I'm not so upset. I knew it was a matter of time. However, undealt with, it's a sore. And it's probably going to fester. *shrugs* I have bigger fish to fry this week and next, but after that....who knows.
I'm thinking about stepping away from this thing. I got home about an hour ago and listened to teh Unit. Apparently my sister and FABF have ALSO bought a minivan. However this one has already broken down. Twice. With all the kids in the car. Including my fussy 2 month old niece. What a guy.
I'm going to sew up the rest of the holes in my corset, I've got ideas on an outfit for tomorrow. I have to work my tail off at BaOPF client tomorrow, to get a ton of work done in one day, or as much as I can.
Last weekend I was alone. Does that make sense?
Anyway, maybe it's me settling down with it, maybe it's J being here, but I'm not so upset. I knew it was a matter of time. However, undealt with, it's a sore. And it's probably going to fester. *shrugs* I have bigger fish to fry this week and next, but after that....who knows.
I'm thinking about stepping away from this thing. I got home about an hour ago and listened to teh Unit. Apparently my sister and FABF have ALSO bought a minivan. However this one has already broken down. Twice. With all the kids in the car. Including my fussy 2 month old niece. What a guy.
I'm going to sew up the rest of the holes in my corset, I've got ideas on an outfit for tomorrow. I have to work my tail off at BaOPF client tomorrow, to get a ton of work done in one day, or as much as I can.
