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tiamatlady) wrote2004-06-29 06:08 pm
tiamatlady) wrote2004-06-29 06:08 pm
Well
I'm of a couple of different moods minds here.
- I got a call from another potential client I responded to this morning. I have a meeting for Thursday, and this is an AT Home kind of thing. Should work out. So Yay that.
- I saw a comment that made me MADDER THAN HELL. And then I saw another one - both of which are attempts at mindfucks and MAN am I pissed.
- I got some information that I'm NOT going to share around, but it builds on my pissed off attitude. Not because of what I'm missing (because believe me, if what I THINK is true is true, I do NOT want to be in that situation) but because of the SHEER STUPIDITY of it. Lesson taken from this? Not ALL the bad things my friends do, that affect me, need to affect me. I didn't do this thing, and it's not quite my choice the way things have gone. But I can't do anything about zir's STUPIDITY (did I mention zir is stupid?) And you know, that's fine. I find it's retroactively applying to some stuff that happened a couple of years ago - my friend had something crappy happen, but handled it very badly. It had nothing to do with me and he handled ME badly. That isn't my fault and I don't need to feel guilty because they are still a childish slug.
I'll use a phrase I've been told a lot - Get Over It.
I was hungry, now I'm not so much, I had a couple of Hot Pockets. But I think I need a steak, or tips or SOMETHING meat related. Hmmm, steak.
I have stuff to do that I need to get at I think. One of which is deciding on dinner.
- I got a call from another potential client I responded to this morning. I have a meeting for Thursday, and this is an AT Home kind of thing. Should work out. So Yay that.
- I saw a comment that made me MADDER THAN HELL. And then I saw another one - both of which are attempts at mindfucks and MAN am I pissed.
- I got some information that I'm NOT going to share around, but it builds on my pissed off attitude. Not because of what I'm missing (because believe me, if what I THINK is true is true, I do NOT want to be in that situation) but because of the SHEER STUPIDITY of it. Lesson taken from this? Not ALL the bad things my friends do, that affect me, need to affect me. I didn't do this thing, and it's not quite my choice the way things have gone. But I can't do anything about zir's STUPIDITY (did I mention zir is stupid?) And you know, that's fine. I find it's retroactively applying to some stuff that happened a couple of years ago - my friend had something crappy happen, but handled it very badly. It had nothing to do with me and he handled ME badly. That isn't my fault and I don't need to feel guilty because they are still a childish slug.
I'll use a phrase I've been told a lot - Get Over It.
I was hungry, now I'm not so much, I had a couple of Hot Pockets. But I think I need a steak, or tips or SOMETHING meat related. Hmmm, steak.
I have stuff to do that I need to get at I think. One of which is deciding on dinner.