*confused*
Apr. 23rd, 2004 10:33 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tiamatladySo getting up early and being Washer Woman has failed.
But, for a good (oh well, OK anyway) reason.
I went to bed late, prepared for about 5 hours sleep, which I was OK with due to the excessive amount of sleep I'd gotten the day before.
Get into bed, and Can't Sleep.
I'm thinking I dozed, but I felt awake for hours. it was about 3:30 when I laid down, it was almost 5 when I got up to shut my window. I'm not sure WHAT kept me up. I don't think it was the window per se. I liked having it open, but I kept thinking the Unit would be running in freaking out. Once I closed the window, I was able to sleep, but now we're talking about 3 hours, which is making me headachy and grumpy.
And, I have having "issues." I kept imagining my bad tooth was leaking into my nose and brain and causing problems throughout my body. I KNOW this isn't true! It simply isn't that bad. But sometimes when I lie down I feel wonky. One of my goals is to get taxes done, to take to the clinic, so I can get approval for a full workup. And get the teeth taken care of. Apparently, another thing you can get at BJ's is Health Insurance. I'm freaked out by this, but if it'll help with costs for my teeth, and let me get a doctor for the rare times I need one, might be a good selection. Mostly the teeth. I'm figuring the health clinic in Quincy would serve well enough, for when I'm sick, and the occasional paranoid delusion.
Another thing - my mother almost "walked in" on me last night. YOU know what I mean! *blushes* She OPENS MY DOOR without knocking, LOOKING AT ME for a good 10 seconds, then asking if I was OK because she'd heard something. I'm going to ask her tonight if she did, because I was asleep, then tell her I had my window open, and she probably heard a truck or something. She'll buy it. BUT I have to be super careful. I DON'T need that right now - she'll probably go very Christian on me and freak. one more reason for me to get my shit together and buy this place. I haven't been "caught" yet at any of the things I've done or had in my room *grins* but I'm past the point of "sneaking around."
Gah I'm late. I wanted to be leaving about now. I still need to shower.
More later, I have to send one more email before I can get out.
But, for a good (oh well, OK anyway) reason.
I went to bed late, prepared for about 5 hours sleep, which I was OK with due to the excessive amount of sleep I'd gotten the day before.
Get into bed, and Can't Sleep.
I'm thinking I dozed, but I felt awake for hours. it was about 3:30 when I laid down, it was almost 5 when I got up to shut my window. I'm not sure WHAT kept me up. I don't think it was the window per se. I liked having it open, but I kept thinking the Unit would be running in freaking out. Once I closed the window, I was able to sleep, but now we're talking about 3 hours, which is making me headachy and grumpy.
And, I have having "issues." I kept imagining my bad tooth was leaking into my nose and brain and causing problems throughout my body. I KNOW this isn't true! It simply isn't that bad. But sometimes when I lie down I feel wonky. One of my goals is to get taxes done, to take to the clinic, so I can get approval for a full workup. And get the teeth taken care of. Apparently, another thing you can get at BJ's is Health Insurance. I'm freaked out by this, but if it'll help with costs for my teeth, and let me get a doctor for the rare times I need one, might be a good selection. Mostly the teeth. I'm figuring the health clinic in Quincy would serve well enough, for when I'm sick, and the occasional paranoid delusion.
Another thing - my mother almost "walked in" on me last night. YOU know what I mean! *blushes* She OPENS MY DOOR without knocking, LOOKING AT ME for a good 10 seconds, then asking if I was OK because she'd heard something. I'm going to ask her tonight if she did, because I was asleep, then tell her I had my window open, and she probably heard a truck or something. She'll buy it. BUT I have to be super careful. I DON'T need that right now - she'll probably go very Christian on me and freak. one more reason for me to get my shit together and buy this place. I haven't been "caught" yet at any of the things I've done or had in my room *grins* but I'm past the point of "sneaking around."
Gah I'm late. I wanted to be leaving about now. I still need to shower.
More later, I have to send one more email before I can get out.
