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tiamatlady) wrote2004-04-19 12:21 am
tiamatlady) wrote2004-04-19 12:21 am
It's strange
When I want to do something, or need something, or just want to share something, I go back to the same people, even when they SO DON'T deserve it.
Like needing help with my computer rebuild, who I want to go to, whom I think "owes" me, so I don't bother my friends with too many stupid questions. I think this is why losing people is so traumatic for me, because I go to share with them, and can't and am reminded daily about them. Huh. Even when I'm angry I still want to make them happy.
That's SO got to stop.
I'm going to get away from the computer for a while. I have mini cookies. I may goof off tonight and clean tomorrow. I think I might take a ride down to Nantasket, later. With cookies. *grins*
Like needing help with my computer rebuild, who I want to go to, whom I think "owes" me, so I don't bother my friends with too many stupid questions. I think this is why losing people is so traumatic for me, because I go to share with them, and can't and am reminded daily about them. Huh. Even when I'm angry I still want to make them happy.
That's SO got to stop.
I'm going to get away from the computer for a while. I have mini cookies. I may goof off tonight and clean tomorrow. I think I might take a ride down to Nantasket, later. With cookies. *grins*