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tiamatladyI dunno about you, but I can't work in chaos.
Not working on stuff like this.
I've been here since noon, I doub;t I'll be working past 8:30, and I need to eat. I'm ALREADY feeling the effects of eating crap all afternoon. I want a steak.
Anyway, it's just been - nuts. I can't interrupt HER to ask a question, but she can interrupt ME then ask "Why aren't you done yet?" And the bonehead we now share space with - is LOUD - louder then me, and thinks NOTHING of standing over me, getting my attention to say "What're you doing?" Drives Me NUTS!
I mean earlier I'm trying to concentrate, and they're standing over me taling about a client. OK. THEN they call me in to "plug in the laptop" one looking confused, the other saying how much better HIS stuff is. It means plug the network cable into to netowrk card, something I've showed her how to do literally dozens of times. And, I now have proof she ignores me, since she got all huffy about something I KNOW I told her about the program on the laptop.
It just didn't get quiet til now. And every time I got interrupted, it wasjust all the harder to get back to work, and I just stopped in on LJ or email, or both.
THEN, on top of all fo this, I called to cancel dinner with a friend and she was obviously pissy. I'm sorry YOU don't have a life. I swear I'm not making plans with anyone until MAY, I'm just SICK of being treated like I'm doing this on purpose, and I have enough stress at the office without having someone get mad. It's because I'm making an effort to see other people and not them. There's more than one of those. HI THE PHONE WORKS BOTH WAYS. Maybe if you had an IDEA for once, instead of looking ot me for it, then getting mad because my idea either isn't "fun" or what you wanted (?) or I have to cancel. Get A Life! I want to see people who don't stress me out, or look to me for "entertainment."
Now, if only I could SAY this to them. *sighs* I have, too, oddly enough, just obviously not forcefully enough. (I'm not talking about anyone I've seen or emailed recently - I think one can tell if one is on my "to do" list or not *grins*)
I'm TIRED and want to go home. I'm hungry and have two dollars so I can't even eat til later, after I get some money. I've just - had enough for today. I don't think I'm turning the damn computer on at home - I'll be lucky if I don't just crawl into bed and cry. I feel SO overwhelmed.
Oh and my boss thinks it's funny that I feel that way. She can tell my tempers been getting shorter all day. SHE thinks I have nothing to be stressed about! So, it ranges from amusement to anger. _I'M_ the one not getting anything done and causeing her stress, but she doesn't LET me get anything done!
You know, I might just take the hit, get money out via Fleece and get myself a sandwich so I can work late. That sounds like a plan.
Not working on stuff like this.
I've been here since noon, I doub;t I'll be working past 8:30, and I need to eat. I'm ALREADY feeling the effects of eating crap all afternoon. I want a steak.
Anyway, it's just been - nuts. I can't interrupt HER to ask a question, but she can interrupt ME then ask "Why aren't you done yet?" And the bonehead we now share space with - is LOUD - louder then me, and thinks NOTHING of standing over me, getting my attention to say "What're you doing?" Drives Me NUTS!
I mean earlier I'm trying to concentrate, and they're standing over me taling about a client. OK. THEN they call me in to "plug in the laptop" one looking confused, the other saying how much better HIS stuff is. It means plug the network cable into to netowrk card, something I've showed her how to do literally dozens of times. And, I now have proof she ignores me, since she got all huffy about something I KNOW I told her about the program on the laptop.
It just didn't get quiet til now. And every time I got interrupted, it wasjust all the harder to get back to work, and I just stopped in on LJ or email, or both.
THEN, on top of all fo this, I called to cancel dinner with a friend and she was obviously pissy. I'm sorry YOU don't have a life. I swear I'm not making plans with anyone until MAY, I'm just SICK of being treated like I'm doing this on purpose, and I have enough stress at the office without having someone get mad. It's because I'm making an effort to see other people and not them. There's more than one of those. HI THE PHONE WORKS BOTH WAYS. Maybe if you had an IDEA for once, instead of looking ot me for it, then getting mad because my idea either isn't "fun" or what you wanted (?) or I have to cancel. Get A Life! I want to see people who don't stress me out, or look to me for "entertainment."
Now, if only I could SAY this to them. *sighs* I have, too, oddly enough, just obviously not forcefully enough. (I'm not talking about anyone I've seen or emailed recently - I think one can tell if one is on my "to do" list or not *grins*)
I'm TIRED and want to go home. I'm hungry and have two dollars so I can't even eat til later, after I get some money. I've just - had enough for today. I don't think I'm turning the damn computer on at home - I'll be lucky if I don't just crawl into bed and cry. I feel SO overwhelmed.
Oh and my boss thinks it's funny that I feel that way. She can tell my tempers been getting shorter all day. SHE thinks I have nothing to be stressed about! So, it ranges from amusement to anger. _I'M_ the one not getting anything done and causeing her stress, but she doesn't LET me get anything done!
You know, I might just take the hit, get money out via Fleece and get myself a sandwich so I can work late. That sounds like a plan.
