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tiamatladyA whole weekend without a post.
I've been busy.
I owe more of a post, but I'm WIPED out right now. Should have fallen over long time ago.
I think I need a public post, a semi public post, and a private post.
I use my own judgment, I know my own mind.
Just because YOU believe something, doesn't mean I will.
I can feel the difference. it's why I have friends people hate, and it's why I won't deal with people everyone else loves. I'm not going to go wiggins if you don't agree with me. I WILL go wiggins if you think I'm "fooling myself" or decide to leave me behind for what I do with others.
heh, that barely makes sense, but it does to me, and I think that's all that matters.
I have to decide on what I'm doing in the next couple of weeks. I have a very small window where I can have some time for ME. I think Florida is out (although I want to see Punt Captain Harlock) but NYC might be doable, with a hotel this time, and some down time. I have to do the "math" as it were. Plus, I'd like to go out to Haven once before I lose my soul. I mean, the way I've always wanted to, with hotel room, and leisurely getting ready and Denny's afterwards, and perhaps some serious drinking *grins* I guess we'll see.
First tho, are three days of work, a buncha things to do, and NYE. I want to go home for NYE, but I have to chat with Bret first. We'll see.
more posting/musing later. I'm pooped.
I've been busy.
I owe more of a post, but I'm WIPED out right now. Should have fallen over long time ago.
I think I need a public post, a semi public post, and a private post.
I use my own judgment, I know my own mind.
Just because YOU believe something, doesn't mean I will.
I can feel the difference. it's why I have friends people hate, and it's why I won't deal with people everyone else loves. I'm not going to go wiggins if you don't agree with me. I WILL go wiggins if you think I'm "fooling myself" or decide to leave me behind for what I do with others.
heh, that barely makes sense, but it does to me, and I think that's all that matters.
I have to decide on what I'm doing in the next couple of weeks. I have a very small window where I can have some time for ME. I think Florida is out (although I want to see Punt Captain Harlock) but NYC might be doable, with a hotel this time, and some down time. I have to do the "math" as it were. Plus, I'd like to go out to Haven once before I lose my soul. I mean, the way I've always wanted to, with hotel room, and leisurely getting ready and Denny's afterwards, and perhaps some serious drinking *grins* I guess we'll see.
First tho, are three days of work, a buncha things to do, and NYE. I want to go home for NYE, but I have to chat with Bret first. We'll see.
more posting/musing later. I'm pooped.
