Tiamatlady (
tiamatlady) wrote2001-08-01 12:32 am
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I think
that there is no relationship on earth that withstands any kind of test.
My friendship with someone I hold near and dear has been destroyed by
1) my own pigheadedness and
2) the incessant spoiled rotten actions of another
and I still can't believe I was actually asked to tolerate the actions that I finally had enough of, and judged lacking when unwilling. Or that I thought I'd be the one that could stand up for her. And got put into the same position that others have been.
I feel dirty. *sigh*
I don't think there's anything I can do, well except grovel. *snerf* Like that's ever happened. And I wouldn't have to grovel to the injured party, but the "other" injured party. I'm not sure how that works. "Apologize to them and I'll be your friend."
*boggle*
So I guess I'll have to let go. I'm NOT happy about it, but I'm in a corner. I'm taking my ball and going home.
My friendship with someone I hold near and dear has been destroyed by
1) my own pigheadedness and
2) the incessant spoiled rotten actions of another
and I still can't believe I was actually asked to tolerate the actions that I finally had enough of, and judged lacking when unwilling. Or that I thought I'd be the one that could stand up for her. And got put into the same position that others have been.
I feel dirty. *sigh*
I don't think there's anything I can do, well except grovel. *snerf* Like that's ever happened. And I wouldn't have to grovel to the injured party, but the "other" injured party. I'm not sure how that works. "Apologize to them and I'll be your friend."
*boggle*
So I guess I'll have to let go. I'm NOT happy about it, but I'm in a corner. I'm taking my ball and going home.
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No it didn't
If you think this doesn't bother me you're mistaken.
I'm just, for one of the rare times in my life, at a loss.