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I notice, I only "blog" when I'm not happy. Or status quo. I haven't posted since the new year, and now here I am whining.
Lucky you guys. *evil grin*
I have thoughts, they're not spilling out now, since I need the time to organize, and some of it belongs under various filters (what, am I here to entertain the public? NO!) but for now:
He who brings me a GIANT IV drip of coffee will have my undying gratitude, and possibly some monetary compensation. OMG I canNOT brain today I have teh dumb. it started yesterday frankly, when I got to bed late and got up for our 8AM meeting (can I just say, UGH? if it weren't a complete waste of time, I wouldn't mind. But it is, so I do. I've expressed this to my boss, so I feel OK saying it here) I was OK yesterday if a bit hyper from lack of sleep.
Well it's caught up to me. I TRIED to go to bed early but one thing or another (Including project Runway, can I just say I'm SUPER PISSED! Pretty Pretty Princess needs to GO, dammit!) prevented me, then once I got there I couldn't sleep right away. I was trying an experiment to see if I could continue to get up early - Ha, no. I heard ONE alarm, the first one, which I reset to a more reasonable time, then slept through the next to. Only the TV got me up, later than I'd wanted.
I don't know what to do about this. I have the best intentions, but I just can't get to bed in a reasonable time. I need some wind down time, have some stuff to do when I get home (like eat, and respond to emails) that I can't ignore, have other stuff I SHOULD do, like make sure the kitchen is cleaned up (which is going to kill me, I can tell) and sometimes that doesn't "jive" with a set bedtime. And then there's when I'm not tired right away and can't sleep, or like last night when I got OVERTIRED and couldn't sleep.
*sighs* I think I need a mommy to make me take a nap and cut the crusts off my sammiches, and put me to bed without dinner.
It DOES help that I'm finally feeling "able" to work. I have thoughts on over work, stress and my handling of it that will go elsewhere. For now, I feel "better" about handling tax season, that I've built in some down time to get other stuff done, and it won't be like last year where I was in danger of losing my soul.
More later, as I get time. I'm alive, just busy. And needing coffee
Lucky you guys. *evil grin*
I have thoughts, they're not spilling out now, since I need the time to organize, and some of it belongs under various filters (what, am I here to entertain the public? NO!) but for now:
He who brings me a GIANT IV drip of coffee will have my undying gratitude, and possibly some monetary compensation. OMG I canNOT brain today I have teh dumb. it started yesterday frankly, when I got to bed late and got up for our 8AM meeting (can I just say, UGH? if it weren't a complete waste of time, I wouldn't mind. But it is, so I do. I've expressed this to my boss, so I feel OK saying it here) I was OK yesterday if a bit hyper from lack of sleep.
Well it's caught up to me. I TRIED to go to bed early but one thing or another (Including project Runway, can I just say I'm SUPER PISSED! Pretty Pretty Princess needs to GO, dammit!) prevented me, then once I got there I couldn't sleep right away. I was trying an experiment to see if I could continue to get up early - Ha, no. I heard ONE alarm, the first one, which I reset to a more reasonable time, then slept through the next to. Only the TV got me up, later than I'd wanted.
I don't know what to do about this. I have the best intentions, but I just can't get to bed in a reasonable time. I need some wind down time, have some stuff to do when I get home (like eat, and respond to emails) that I can't ignore, have other stuff I SHOULD do, like make sure the kitchen is cleaned up (which is going to kill me, I can tell) and sometimes that doesn't "jive" with a set bedtime. And then there's when I'm not tired right away and can't sleep, or like last night when I got OVERTIRED and couldn't sleep.
*sighs* I think I need a mommy to make me take a nap and cut the crusts off my sammiches, and put me to bed without dinner.
It DOES help that I'm finally feeling "able" to work. I have thoughts on over work, stress and my handling of it that will go elsewhere. For now, I feel "better" about handling tax season, that I've built in some down time to get other stuff done, and it won't be like last year where I was in danger of losing my soul.
More later, as I get time. I'm alive, just busy. And needing coffee
