Crank

crank crank crank.

Part of my issue is I frankly don't KNOW what I'm doing later. I've been looking forward to my mid-week day off for weeks. I need the rest, I need the organization. But I don't need to waste it. And frankly, I don't want to WORK it.

I don't know if i'm getting out early. One of the problems of being "a professional" is that I might NOT be able to leave anyway. Today is payroll day for a particularly annoying client, who never gets me stuff on time, and I HAVE to transmit today. I should be out getting lunch right now (and will be shortly) to prep for this. My time isn't my own.

Saying that, I don't think I can handle THUDfest tonight. I'm not in the mood for the Ooontz or the drive, or the parking extraviganza, or going alone, even though I know a buncha people will be there.

Then, I could drive out to Haven but I absolutely don't want to be out late like that, then there's the gas money, and while it'll be better for me dance wise, I just don't have the oomph to round up people and go and i'd be so bored if I went alone (there's also a Taste of Drahmah that I thought I was ready to handle yesterday, and today I could give a rat's ass)

To be honest, I want to run to Ikea. I have a client I need to see, either today or tomorrow and I'd frankly, it rather be today as normal. I want to get my nails done. I need to pop by somewhere I haven't been in a few days. I need to clean up my house, continue orgainzing, and get some stuff to Ebay and other places. I also do need, unfortunately, to get some work done.

So, I think I'm going to run over to grab lunch. And I think I'm going to get some more work done, while waiting for the payroll to come in. And I'm going to stay in tonight, and get some of my own crap done.

Did I mention I'm going out Thursday night? Chris has a show. And some of our friends are BBQing on Saturday night. So I'll be out and social, just selectively. I did want to see Caustic too, but I just don't think I have it in me tonight. *sighs*