Bwah

Loser lyrics in the LJ again!
I'm totally digging this song tho, not only does it have the "dance your ass off on Gay Night" beat to it, the words are hitting home. Well they would be if I was actually "hung up" so to speak, but for now it's reminder -

( Time goes by......so slowly... )

It's SO going to be my ringtone! *evil grin*

Fuss fuss fuss

I'm determined to do stuff today. I'm thinking about venturing out to some shows tonight, but it might be wiser in the wallet to stay home. I mean I want to see people, but NOT enough to deal with the other people out and about. *sighs* *Thinks* It's just not worth it. I SO want to find somewhere ELSE to go, big enough for me to go dancing and stuff. Machine was nice but some of the regulars thought they should be talking to me. They're wrong.

I have dye in my hair right now, thank DOG, the silver was getting to me. I also need to do laundry, some cleaning, and maybe start in on the stuff I want sold. I'd like to get a nice frame for the postcards I got at the show the other night. I was at Home Goods last night but hey, you know, I don't need to spend all kinds of money on a frame I have to play with to get to work anyway.

I was doing some drinking last night, but I was also EATING to so it had no effect. *sighs again* Should have gone with the rum.

You know, every time I update Itunes it messes with my system. If I didn't LURV it so much!

Anyway, starting to get annoyed with the dye, getting itchy. Off to get that done then next on my list.

I don't want to go to work tomorrow. I feel like I'm burning my life away at work. Need to fix that.

by the way

I'm NOT allowed to drink large amounts of coffee in the late evenings. I'm even thinking that 7 or 8 is too late. It's not the caffeine per SE. It's LARGE amounts of it.

I bought some coffee at S&S last night, corse ground, for my french press. I'm running out of pod coffee and I'm not sure I want any more. I think I might need a real, one cup, coffee maker, that turns on and brews automatically. I can't tell you how many times I've gone off to work without coffee because I didn't have enough time to deal with the pods. If I can set something up at night that will just GO and be ready as I run out the door, I think it's better.

So I brewed a pot last night and DAMN was it yummy. I even used some in the milkshake I made. But I had MAJOR issues sleeping again, just like Monday night. That half sleep where I'm aware of time passing. I HAVE to think it's the coffee.

*sighs* I don't mind aging, I mind the OBVIOUS signs I am. Damn stupid body!

for Dog's sake

The house phone just rang. This is an oddity, as we simply don't give that number out anymore. It's either someone selling something, someone wanting something, bill collectors, or the occasional relative.

It was some guy whom I could BARELY understand asking for Teh Unit. Barely understand because I think he was Asian, he had that accent I remember from Chinatown. Some sort of "thing" over her Subaru, did she want to take part she'll be getting paid, etc. I told them that next weekend she will be out of town on business, which she will be. He pressed the money issue. I said no REALLY, there's a business trip but I'll give her the message. I didn't want him calling back.

Now MY issue with this is it WASN'T her dealer. Or mine. Or ANY dealer. The car in question was my GRANDMOTHER'S, which Teh Unit took off the hands of the estate from her death last year. She HAS a giant minivan which was her main car. My sister the dumb ass is currently driving the Subaru, my mother has effectively AGAIN purchased my sister a car. And no I don't want HER going to whatever this thing is. I have NO good feeling about this at ALL. It seems sketchy.

How the hell did this guy get our info? He knew the make and model of the car, he knew my mother's address and phone number. If he got this from public records, OK. But I DOUBT that much info is just available. He paid someone to get it. I'm beginning to really question my "privacy" even more so than before. I wonder if I'll just have to drop off the radar someday. SO doesn't help my paranoia feelings.

At least it's not MY car. MY dealer wouldn't pull this shit.

I want to make this clear though

My French Press kicks copious amounts of ass. Even with cheap S&S coffee (in it's defense, it's chocolate flavored YUMMY!)

Even if I'm not sure how to get rid of the grounds. Seems like a waste to just toss em. But I don't have any plants. Nor am I growing any pot. I keep finding great ideas for recycling them, except most of them are kinda gross.