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I'm tired of reading about how much LJ sucks because it was down.
I'm tired of reading "OMG SO glad LJ is back!"
In either case, it's evidence of someone not having a life.
Shit happens. Power failures happen. It happens with my cable modem, it happens at the house, it happens at COLO facilities. Don't like it? Move on. For me, I don't see anything as reliable, or easy to use. Plus the other places are already populated by scum. And I no longer feel the need to constantly have the new and best thing online. I think that's a sign of growing old. Of me growing old. Maybe up. *shrugs*
Anyway, all I have done in the past few days is work. At my ladt post on Friday I was delaying a project I didn't feel like working on. The client actually said to me at one point "I can't afford to do this right (as in pay for the amount of time it would take to do the project correctly) We'll just put up "most" of it." *sighs* I worked til after 7PM, then took over an hour to get back to the apartment via walking and mass transit. By the time that happened, I was wiped out. No show in RI, no ManRay. Which is just as well. I LOATHE belly dancing, it's just never been good. Mostly from early experiences with very nasty, very annoying women who thought they were Teh Bomb! because the wore far too little clothing and had been taught to shimmy. I just can't get past that, and I'm quite OK with it.
Besides, I had to work Saturday. Yep, the thing I didn't think I was going to do.
I went to my house to (get away from the cat who won't leave me alone) get more clothes, some food, and to cook the chicken that if it waited through the weekend would be bad before I got back again. I ended up cooking it in oil and it's marinade, and it was VERY yummy. I felt MUCH more myself after eating, and able to drive back to the apartment. I stayed up a bit too late, and passed out.
The cat woke me up an HOUR before my alarm. Which sucked. I passed out on the couch for a while, waking up hwhen I'd told the client I'd be there. Get up, manage to dress, get SWEET SWEET coffee, and head in. After finally finishing the stupid finance project I was able to get into my REAL job, which madfe me calmer and better able to deal. I belong doing accounting, doing financials and bookkeeping, I enjoy it, and it balances me to FIX problems.
I left there about 6, and drove back to the apartment. I didn't do much of anything, except eat, watch Cartoon Network, try and save my hands from the very tiny, very sharp claws that are getting cut today when I have permission, go across the street and get Chinese food, and watch more TV. I meant to poke people via AIM, but missed the one person who poked me (I was out getting food and eating. My laptop doesn't make any noise for some reason. This needs to be fixed.)
Went to bed, and wasn't woken by the cat til I was ready. *SHOCK*
Now I'm here, feeling dissatisfied with Something. I think it's the disconnecdt I feel from everyone due to lack of LJ. During the Season this has become my attachment, how I know whats going on with everyone, since I can read it when I have time, whenever that is. I have the disconnected "I'm on vacation" feeling since I'm away from my own house and desktop, but I haven't been able to unplug from my life.
I feel very disconnected from my friends. I don't think that's going to improve either. It's weird that the idea of going to England is the thing keeping me going. That and hopefully owning the condo and dresing it the way _I_ want to. Maybe once I get that space, I'll be in a better space mentally.
It's also weird that some of my "kinks" as it were, I feel I can live out in England, but the people I have them in common with HERE make me SO SICK to my stomach I can't even consider playing with any of them. I don't think that's the point - to offend someone by just being. But, there it is.
Yeah I know that's a non-sequitor, don't worry about.
Now I need a salad and to decide what I'm going to do today. I'm thinking it'll involve sitting on the couch FINALLY watching G Gundam all day. But I wanted to make a trip to the house, to take some items there and do some laundry, but I might just wait and go later. I do need money and food. Hrm.
Anyway, lunch now.
I'm tired of reading "OMG SO glad LJ is back!"
In either case, it's evidence of someone not having a life.
Shit happens. Power failures happen. It happens with my cable modem, it happens at the house, it happens at COLO facilities. Don't like it? Move on. For me, I don't see anything as reliable, or easy to use. Plus the other places are already populated by scum. And I no longer feel the need to constantly have the new and best thing online. I think that's a sign of growing old. Of me growing old. Maybe up. *shrugs*
Anyway, all I have done in the past few days is work. At my ladt post on Friday I was delaying a project I didn't feel like working on. The client actually said to me at one point "I can't afford to do this right (as in pay for the amount of time it would take to do the project correctly) We'll just put up "most" of it." *sighs* I worked til after 7PM, then took over an hour to get back to the apartment via walking and mass transit. By the time that happened, I was wiped out. No show in RI, no ManRay. Which is just as well. I LOATHE belly dancing, it's just never been good. Mostly from early experiences with very nasty, very annoying women who thought they were Teh Bomb! because the wore far too little clothing and had been taught to shimmy. I just can't get past that, and I'm quite OK with it.
Besides, I had to work Saturday. Yep, the thing I didn't think I was going to do.
I went to my house to (get away from the cat who won't leave me alone) get more clothes, some food, and to cook the chicken that if it waited through the weekend would be bad before I got back again. I ended up cooking it in oil and it's marinade, and it was VERY yummy. I felt MUCH more myself after eating, and able to drive back to the apartment. I stayed up a bit too late, and passed out.
The cat woke me up an HOUR before my alarm. Which sucked. I passed out on the couch for a while, waking up hwhen I'd told the client I'd be there. Get up, manage to dress, get SWEET SWEET coffee, and head in. After finally finishing the stupid finance project I was able to get into my REAL job, which madfe me calmer and better able to deal. I belong doing accounting, doing financials and bookkeeping, I enjoy it, and it balances me to FIX problems.
I left there about 6, and drove back to the apartment. I didn't do much of anything, except eat, watch Cartoon Network, try and save my hands from the very tiny, very sharp claws that are getting cut today when I have permission, go across the street and get Chinese food, and watch more TV. I meant to poke people via AIM, but missed the one person who poked me (I was out getting food and eating. My laptop doesn't make any noise for some reason. This needs to be fixed.)
Went to bed, and wasn't woken by the cat til I was ready. *SHOCK*
Now I'm here, feeling dissatisfied with Something. I think it's the disconnecdt I feel from everyone due to lack of LJ. During the Season this has become my attachment, how I know whats going on with everyone, since I can read it when I have time, whenever that is. I have the disconnected "I'm on vacation" feeling since I'm away from my own house and desktop, but I haven't been able to unplug from my life.
I feel very disconnected from my friends. I don't think that's going to improve either. It's weird that the idea of going to England is the thing keeping me going. That and hopefully owning the condo and dresing it the way _I_ want to. Maybe once I get that space, I'll be in a better space mentally.
It's also weird that some of my "kinks" as it were, I feel I can live out in England, but the people I have them in common with HERE make me SO SICK to my stomach I can't even consider playing with any of them. I don't think that's the point - to offend someone by just being. But, there it is.
Yeah I know that's a non-sequitor, don't worry about.
Now I need a salad and to decide what I'm going to do today. I'm thinking it'll involve sitting on the couch FINALLY watching G Gundam all day. But I wanted to make a trip to the house, to take some items there and do some laundry, but I might just wait and go later. I do need money and food. Hrm.
Anyway, lunch now.
