Feh.

I don't want to go to work today. I want to stay home and get my Law and Order marathon that I didn't get yesterday. Feh.

Plus yesterday sucked. Like really sucked. And no, I didn't deal with the fam. I actually didn't do much of anything, except be a beck and call girl. An Unappreciated beck and call girl. And while I did manage to finally find what I did with all my beading supplies (including the yummy purple beads I've been looking for, although I have NO IDEA what to do with them) I wouldn't call yesterday productive at ALL. I HATE self doubt, and oddly enough, I usually end up sacrificing MY better emotional self for the sake of someone else. I don't like how I spent the evening, wracked with lots of emotions.

Top that off with lack of communication from CB. I'm wondering if he's pulling back for some reason. *shrugs* Probably busy; he had a LOT on his work plate this week. And I mean a lot, it was like tax season scheduling for me. Just too much going on. That ended today, so maybe after he gets some much needed rest I'll be hanging about and movieing it with him later this weekend.

Supposed to go to ManRay tonight, not sure if I'm up for the crowds. I DO want to see the peeps who are coming out, and I want to see Dita, but I have work to get done first, and it really depends on when I get there, and I require a shower. And I'm going to pack a lunch. Getting food at the Cape office was the ubersuck. Maybe I'll stop at D'Angelos for dinner. Yeah, OK, spending money I don't have. But I don't have much in the house that doesn't require time to prepare and time is something I don't have today.

The good thing is the face thing has died to a slightly scratchy dryness. I'll be rubbing face cream in, but it's not nearly as bad as it was even yesterday. Very little redness. I look normal. Now let's hope putting on makeup tonight doesn't make it flare up. By the end of the weekend I should be right as rain.

Did anyone have Lord Vader or Ice=T wake them up this morning?
*grins*
Off to shower. I think this is the very first Law and Order ever. And I need to miss it so I shower and throw together a salad. Yay.

Request

I'm measuring male nipple distance in the name of science.
Please have your shirts off, and chest out for proper measuring.
And no guff either - this isn't pleasurable for me, it's in the NAME OF SCIENCE.
I'm disturbed you even think this is fun for me.
Now take off your shirt.

(no subject)

Well now
Day after a holiday
one of the few nights I wanted to do something, which money is probably going to be an issue.
Work has imploded.

Today is SO fucking fired.

Like "Here's your check in cash, and security to escort you and your things off company property in 10 minutes." fired.

Grrrrrrr.

More later once I get a few things done. I'm seriously probably going to unload everything on my mind later, and bill the client for the time.

Wow - or A Karmic Reward

First - I JUST was able to put on streaming radio. Settling on an 80's station, I'm rewarded with a block of Duran Duran, beginning with one of my favorites, Hold Back the Rain.

THEN - a quick looksee at my LJ brings a note on a Buffy LJ. I've just confirmed it - Season 7 at Target - $17.99. NO SHIT.

Can you guess where I"M stopping tonight???? Two day sale, hie your ass. I'm SO glad I waited! Now I only need Season 4 *hint hint hint*

To whomever is listening to my frustraton today - thank you for the rewards. I appreciate them, and I hear what you're sending me - love and peace. Now, if it's not too much to ask, can you add a trifecta and have CB email me? No pressure tho, I'm happy, it would just be icing. Thanks.

EDIT - Now there's a block of Shriekback. Beginning with Nemesis. I feel like I'm in the club! I should give up on working. *grins*

EDIT the second - HOLY SHIT. Email recieved! Seriously - witchchild if you're reading, you need to help me figure out just WHO is listening to me. because they seriously need me to build them an altar in the woods and sacrifice small animals to them! I've NEVER felt suddenly paid attention to - I'm almost frightened.