Weird

So when the antibiotics "wear off" so to speak, I get pain. After I take them, about an hour later, the pain starts relieving. THIS does not bode well for my life without them. I'm kinda hoping once the surgeon looks at it on Friday s/he will order me in ASAP. Actually, the first week of August would work perfectly. I might have the services of my chosen chauffeur (who has yet to be asked, and I'm not assuming, but his presence is the preferred one. Don't ask, I don't know myself.) one of my clients (BaOPF) will be out most of the week, and while CPA #1 will need me, it won't be that much, and finally I'm seeing one client I'd see LATE in the week, early, thanks to the DNC. I'm thinking Thursday would be perfect. Then I could take Friday through Sunday off, and still be perky for my birthday.

Listen to me giving orders. I just want this over with - I want the freaking thing OUT so I can finally not have any pain.

I should be at a client. I don't want to go (surprise surprise) The more I get upset and feel stupid for being there, the closer I get to walking and not coming back. He says in one breath that we're "making progress" and asks if I can put in MORE hours, then says "What do you do all day?" I'm going to set him up with a schedule, which he will NOT like, but works for me. And the one nice guy, who does his job, won't be there today. The boss and the slacker, and maybe not even the slacker. I need to bring a cup of ramen, or I'll be starving and not have any relief. I can eat for real when I get home.

There had better be a check waiting for me. I might just be screwed if I don't get it today. I also have some paperwork to deal with, and I can't find my insurance bills, which is wigging me a bit. Wondering what else might be "misplaced."

Bah, need to take my need to organize to the office. When does the Unit go on vacation again? Because I SERIOUSLY need one from her. I need to rearrange this room. It displeases me.

Broken record. Someday I'll have something else to say *grins*

irritated

Seriously, my new upbeat outlook on life is in serious danger

- I LOATHE my client. His new favorite words "I wish you had told me that earlier." When? When you were telling me not to bother you with "a"? Or when you were telling me I CERTAINLY did have *insert paperwork here* (when in reality it was buried on your desk?)? I WILL be making him fire me. I brought home my teas I'd left - in case I just decide to walk, like I almost did today. Yes I was waiting for my check, a check you promised me last week. I told you I usually bill at the end of the month. YOU said it would be "easier" to pay me along with payroll. Except you didn't. ASSHAT!

*deep breath*

- I'm beginning to feel out of sorts with people. There have been several instances where I have blown people off, or are just not motivated to see people (This means I suck, but I only have so much time and energy, and I'm working on it. Once my work schedule gets to what I consider "normal" then I'll be able to do more.) THEN< the people I DO want to see enough to bend heaven and earth - tell me "Never mind *insert better offer here*" It's STARTING TO PISS ME OFF. You know, I have lots of people who want to see me. I want to see a whole buncha people. And WHY should I be plotting to spend time with people who have better things to do? Or better people to hang with?

- This attitude is, I'm sure, brought about by the lack of food all day. I forgot the ramen (of course) and the day just stretched out WAY TOO LONG. I just ate two beef burritos (thank YOU Trader Jose!) and I should be craving two more, given the lack of calories today. Instead I feel a bit bloaty. And I want sugar. Next time I buy the sweets _I_ like - I bought baseball shaped cupcakes for my nephew, who turned his nose up at them. Next time, SusieQs!

- MUST make sure to take snack, and pills, and water. I need to take them as soon as we get out of ManRay. So I can go to bed Immediately upon getting home. Because tomorrow I'm supposed to Rearrange my schedule for Asshat-hole. (hey I like that!) I'm thinking it's probably not happening. The earlier I get up, the earlier I get to client one, the earlier I get to client two, who will need ALL my attention. I will probably then go over to Diesal, but the instant someone I don't like shows up, I'm outtie. I'm not in a position to be less than bitchy. Eeee-vil.

And with that, I must go start getting ready, and making myself slutty. I 'm going to wear the top I wore two weeks ago to curses_boston which shows off serious cleavage. Even if I GET none, I want to look like I SHOULD be getting it. Dammit.