Blergh

listy listy listy pants.

- I have a rush appointment with my dentist at 3. My tooth, while doesn't hurt with the usually hurty, feels "weird" and eating reinduces the nastiness from the weekend. I just hope I a) have enough money to cover what he's going to have to do (which I'm hoping is justa clean out the gunk, pack in the meds and yell at me kinda thing) b) have enough money for the antibiotics he's sure to give me (last time it was $60 for the pleasure of GIANT horsepills. Le Bleh.) and c) I don't get any shit for spending unneeded money.

- on the subject of money where the FUCK did my check go from last week. I cashed it Thursday and spent the last of it last night. I don't even KNOW where it went. That Isn't Good. I have two DVDs to show for it - they're used and I paid $20. that's not the whole check for Cripe's sake.

- I have another check from today. I'm VERY MUCH HOPING I can get asshat to pay me Thursday. We need to talk about the time sheet, then I need to enter it, and HE needs to authorize it, then cut me a check. Without it - Well I'm not going anywhere.

- everything is up in the air until my tooth gets fixed.

- I have to THEN call an oral surgeon, since this tooth needs OUTTIE. I'm hoping it's done during August, so I can call on poetman for yet another favor - picking up and maintaining my drugged up sleepy ass. *smirks* I dunno, as much as I don't want to use anything from the Unit, she does have a point that everyone likes her dentist, and she will, most importantly, work out a payment plan.

- I'm actually worried that I have a raging infection. I'd rather it be hurting than this don't know/something feels "off" feeling. But I'm pretty sure most of it is in my head. I mean, I get some tingly in my left arm and I'm on my way to a heart attack.

However, if I turn up dead, you all know why *grins* Stupid tooth. Make sure you get your asses over to my house and go through my stuff if you want any of it. feline There's craft stuff that's yours.

Yes, how goth, planning for my mental state of death. Of course, I really SHOULD write some sort of thing, knowing the Unit I'll have a lovely CATHOLIC service and be buried in a white casket wearing red. *groans* Maybe I'll start putting that down into Word later on. Just guidelines, like who should deal with my CDs, and my clothes, and books and stuff, and what I want planning wise. HER IDea is that I buy my OWN funeral right now. You know, that's a BIT TOO MUCH.

Anyway, can you tell I'm worried I've totally screwed myself? And I swear if that dentist tells me to get a real job, I'm going to take the advice of one of my clients and go to HER dentist. it's a longer drive, but sounds like a better person overall. Which is a shame, since I LIKE this guy, I just don't like his attitude in this area.

Ok I have to go put the deposit in, and then attempt to find some free parking. I'm thinking about parking in a different lot,it'll be cheaper but the walk longer. **shrugs*

You know what's better

than oral surgery?

EMERGENCY oral surgery.

If I was using his "guy" he'd have called and bullied me onto the schedule. As it is I have to be as pushy as possible, to have this done, like, NOW.

Worst - he did NOTHING for my tooth and charged me for the privilege. He complained about "bone loss" but you know I've been thinking if SOMEONE had yanked the tooth AS I'D ASKED instead of doing a PARTIAL ROOT CANAL I might not be in this mess as I am? I mean YES it's my fault I waited, but I'm thinking the seriousness of the situation is on HIS head (or ass, as it were.)

Another 10 days of horse pills, wiping out almost all of my new credit, and the fact that I must now WILLINGLY pester a nice lady to pry my mouth open while I'm knocked out and remove 4 teeth. Because HE thinks it's a "good idea" for all four to come out at once.

Feh.

I'm currently eating junk and drinking soda. It can't get much worse. Once I start taking the horse pills I should have some lessening of discomfort. CVS is working on them now. Clindamycin. Expensive as fuck.

Fucking fuck man. Fucking Fuck.

Oh and PSA

I think it's safe to say that if I've promised to do something or go somewhere that involves money, that at this point

I Ain't Going.

I'm going to be saving my money for gas, food, the occasional ManRay trip and beer/drink and a "Welcome Back You Rat Bastard" dinner I've promised (myself, I want to do something nice. It means a lot to me to be able to do it.)

if you have something I can do that doesn't cost me a buncha money, or gas, or want to pay for something, Sure NP.
I'm actually looking forward to catsitting in September - it'll be like a vacation! I think I'm not painting, I'm just going to rearrainge the room. Must start pulling all nighters over the weekend to get things done, and find stuff to get rid of, or sell.

Seriously, one more thing, and that screaming you hear will probably be me!

And hey, while I'm whining anyway

Anyone have a PC game controller they're not using?
I'm finally playing the Simpsons Hit & Run, and using the keyboard, in a word, sucks.
Now I'm TRYING not to spend any money, but I WILL run out and get one so I can play this game and stand a freaking chance of staying occupied indoors as opposed to going out.

So, any loans would be nice, or any suggestiong where I can get one cheap.
Something simple will do. Thanks much.

EDIT - I ran out to CompUSA and was intent on a cheap one, when I saw a $30 marked down to $10. About what I wanted to pay and it will vibrate I suppose. Once I stop SUCKING at Simpsons. Because I'm getting the hang of the controller, but when it come to the game I suck like a Hoover.