*sighs*

Two days - I think it's some sort of record.
Forgive the lyrics, I'm being deliberately obtuse as well.....

My eyes resign dissolving vision
To vividness of sense and sequence
Betrayed by certain circumstances
Outside the world I've known

How cold and cut bewildered silence
Left me for a newer face
While sadness dances gracefully
In this forgotten place

Regardless of this introspection
I found myself in your reflection
I guess it's all too easy now
To look the other way

Saving graces, trading places
Asking for a sense of hope
But the line to heaven's ringing busy
And I walk this path alone

What kind of sick games were we playing?
No rules, no constitution
No sympathy for one another
And nowhere left to go

Regardless of the introspection
I see myself in your reflection
I guess it makes it easier
To turn your eyes away

And I'm not asking you to lie and tell me
That you love me still
I know that it's untrue
(I know that it's untrue)

So I'm not asking you to lie and tell me that
You want me too
I know that it's untrue
(I know that it's untrue)

Saving secrets unembellished
Left without revision
Sacrosanct and underground
Why do I need you so?
(Why do I need you so?)

And sentiment was none-too-careful
Delivering the means
To break the balance of perfection
And eliminate these dreams

Regardless of the introspection
I see myself in your reflection
I guess it makes it easier
To turn your eyes away

And I'm not asking you to lie and tell me that
You love me still
I know that it's untrue
(I know that it's untrue)

So I'm not asking you to lie and tell me that
You want me too
I know that it's untrue
(I know that it's untrue)

So what do I do?
What do I do?
I still love you..

Life is such a tangled mess
With cruel lines dividing us
I don't want to be
On the other side from you

And I'm not asking you to lie and tell me that
You love me still
I know that it's untrue
(I know that it's untrue)

So I'm not asking you to lie and tell me that
You want me too
I know that it's untrue
(I know that it's untrue)

*shiver*

ohmigawd - I LOVE this stuff.
These are the nummy chocolate bars I found in Heathrow.
I got one that has Jameson's Irish Whiskey flavored Truffle center.
*DROOLS*
I can imagine if the dark chocolate is THIS good, that the milk might ACTUALLY be good - I'm none to fond of milk chocolate. I like the dark and bitter flavor.

Skipping out on work. I feel asleep after coming home to check email.
Bad Tia.
I figure this is a work in progress, and I'm overbooking myself. I wanted to DELIBERATELY take it easy. I want a real schedule, but I need to create it. Oh, and I'd better stop coming home between clients, it's too easy to stay here.

I'd like another soda.