Gah

My life is full of little failures

- I bought myself stuff last night. I was trying to be good. I didn't spend all THAT much.
- The game I bought doesn't want to work. It's apparently the video card. Who wants a to give ma a newer video card? or at least loan me one til I get a new computer?
- The DVD I bought is Fullscreen, not Widescreen like I wanted. Let's hope they exchange it.
- I woke up when scheduled this morning. Promptly went back to sleep for two hours.
- it seems I'm been slowly losing part of my temp filling, it seems to be totally gone now. Let's hope I can hold out til my appointment next Wednesday. If I have pain, in the next 4 days I'm screwed. This also blows the diagnosis of whether or not the tooth can be saved. I want him to pull it this time. Dammit.

I need to print a bill for this client, or mommy ain't paying' NO bills. Then I have to decide WHICH bills to pay and which can wait til my next cash infusion next week.

I also wish that my freaking clients would STOP infringing on my personal time. I wanted four whole days to myself. I have three, possibly two if I can't get all my work done tomorrow or Friday, it depends on which day I do it (I'm voting for tomorrow, it's quiet EVERYWHERE)

I haven't talked to a couple of people via AIM in a few days, and I miss them. I wish I'd had more time in England now, to sit and watch the river, or even just on my ASS watching TV. At this point, I'd even settle for a hostel. I really didn't want to come home, because I knew this would start up again. I also got told about something I never thought would happen, and I'm frustrated by my inability to be there for my friend.

Ok, I have to get dressed, I wanted to be out of here an hour ago. I am SO going to ManRay tonight, even if it's just so I can ignore my phone.