Damn

I'm old.
*looks back*
The last 24 hours have been - surreal.
I need to write about it. *evil grin* but I'm very tired and one of my EFFING clients called me on the way home regarding tomorrow, which is going to be a LONG day, and you know, I wanted to go to Ceremony to see Matt, and I DOUBT I'm going to, I'm SO tired right now I can't see past a potential 11 hour day, then falling over.

Ok, Bed, bed looks VERY good......
No new shoes tho. *pouts*

OK

I did NOT drink - not an ounce of liquor.
WHY do I feel hungover?
I felt this way yesterday, took two Aleve, had a LONG walk, and tons of Vegan DimSum, and felt better. The 4 hour drive is draining, especially with traffic *gags*

Then I'm wired when I get home.
Then I sleep like the Undead (snoring irregardless *evil grin*)
Then I get woken from my pre wake stupor, by my sister, who, thanks to her ineptitude and irresponsibility doesn't have the wherewithal to deal with emergencies. My thoughts are "Look, if you COULD or WANTED to call a cab, you would have, you just want me to feel obligated. And if _I_ were a mother, I'd want to be independent. So Go Fuck Yourself." I just think about how I don't even want someone to pick me up at the airport, for fucks's sake.

I'm running late for a client, my phone won't stop ringing, I have tons to do, and I'm at half mast today. I feel like Death, and I'm sure I'm coming down with something. I just reminded one of my CPA's I wouldn't be in this week, due to the holiday, and she said "*BIG sigh* You're KIDDING?" Um, NO, I'm not. So I'm REALLY glad right now I brought the Big project home. I think I'm going to decline a Turkey Day invite, stay home, warm and in bed working on said project, and starting to move items from my room. If I give it attention it'll be done fast. Then Friday and Saturday is more moving about of crap, then hopefully I'll have a rearranged room, and a warmer outlook for next week.

I got a call that worries me. I shouldn't have played hookey last Friday. It felt good, but now I'm stuck going to work when I don't want to. And Ceremony is Right Out tonight, again.

I'm just so tired.
And now I need to shower and dress in something warm, because it's COLD out, and get to work. Bleh.