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My weekend so far-

I'm not going into work today. I desperately need a day off more than I need to work. Maybe I'll go in tomorrow after client number 1. I'll already be in work mode and I won't be at home in my PJ's thinking I should go to work.

That said, I DO need to do SOMETHING with today. I'm going to put on my Torrid lounging outfit, and my sneakers, and run out to the bank for some money, and Wendy's for some "comfort" food, and maybe the store for supplies for later. I will be hungry and won't want to go out again. I want to clean up my hard drive some more, perhaps deinstalling/reinstalling some programs onto the big HD. THEN I can finally get the remaining Windows updates put on.

I also want to have at my books, which means cleaning my desk off a bit, to have room for my books as I'm scanning them in. I MAY, on top of that, after scanning them in, put some of the books up on Half, or Amazon. *shrug* I already tried Amazon, maybe I'll try Half first this time. Or, maybe both. They didn't go very well last time (Not these anyway)

Also, I should consider a load of laundry. I'm running out of undies *grins* and I have some clothes laced with pumpkin guts.

I just have this headache from last night, probably from staring to much at the computer as I tried to get that InuYasha movie I wanted to see. I went to bed with it, and woke up with it. I'm hoping eating will do some good. Sad, tho, All I want is soup. Like a large pot of something not spicy, but also full of stuff, like veggies and noodles, or dumplings. Moments like this I wish I could cook. Something out of a can won't do it.

Right, I'm going to get moving, I'd like to be home soon, so I can sit still, watch movies, and listen to the rain outside without being in it.

Ahhhh

I was wondering how they'd deal with the pesky "fiancee" problem of Jane's (re: Tonight's Tarzan)
I approve. *evil grin*

It must have been lack of food. I don't think I've been eating the way I should have been, thanks to the meds. Some of the thoughts running through my head have been downright weird. I felt completely alone and abandoned earlier, even tho, and I had the voice in my head that said this to me in a VERY concerned voice, it's MY choice to be alone right now, physically, and mentally. When the inner voice is sounding concerned, and trying to give the outer me "space" you know it's bad. *grins*

The food helped. I started in on the fries on the way home, and felt MUCH better once I got home, and I've been slowing eating everything I see for the past couple of hours. I was afraid of taking my pills then indulging the ice cream fix, but there's no upset, or heartburn (thank the gods) The only feeling I haven't been able to shake is my desire to NOT sleep alone. It's been a long time since I've shared a bed with someone who liked a good snuggle, I believe it was the last little boy I indulged in a playdate with. The one who turned around and got his picked up rather quickly girlfriend pregnant *shudder* I'm aware what a bullet I bit THERE! He was a big snuggler, and it was nice to wake up slightly overly warm, and a bit schmoopy. Even I like that once in a while (I usually prefer to sleep alone, in a nice cool bed)

Teen Titans is on again, and I'm hoping I'm done eating now *grins* I'm going to make myself a pot of tea, I'd purchased some new greens and I completely forgot about them.

And I can't seem to gett his posted! I keep getting distracted by something shiny. This is probably why I've gotten nothing done. And here, I've been blaming the Unit *grins*