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I suck big time
I'm working the Cape today, and I'm sitting here AND still need to shower, and "eat" my breakfast. I have to call my boss and tell her I'm running late, and tell her it's not the 20th. (Since a client is going to be in his office for 1 day on the 20th, I need to make a list of what he's missing today to send to him.)
I hate this. I feel so drained when I go to bed, and every day is like torture. I'm so tired at day's end I've gotten NOTHING done, and I'm so busy at work that I can't take an hour to do the work I need to get done. I can't seem to get moving in the morning, and then, as a result, actually work til 8 or 9 (I do mean work, not just sit on my ass) then the cycle begins all over again.
I have two returns that I NEED to get done, since the both go to Canada, THEN one has to go to Austrailia. But, since I just got the remains of the stuff last week, I don't feel too bad.
Then there's all this war stuff, and all I can think about is either work, or Lou. Sorry, I think our leadership is stupid and short sighted, but I have a personal stake here, and I don't know how I can control myself is someone gets in my face. Oh, and blaming the French, and "boycotting" their products - that's stupid. It's pretty clear to me, I guess. Having something to focus on (Lou) kinda makes things clear.
I really want that shower. But I really want to go to ManRay tonight. *shrug* Looks like it'll be another rush rush rush to get ready. I'm already not making noon, I think I'll have that shower.
I'm working the Cape today, and I'm sitting here AND still need to shower, and "eat" my breakfast. I have to call my boss and tell her I'm running late, and tell her it's not the 20th. (Since a client is going to be in his office for 1 day on the 20th, I need to make a list of what he's missing today to send to him.)
I hate this. I feel so drained when I go to bed, and every day is like torture. I'm so tired at day's end I've gotten NOTHING done, and I'm so busy at work that I can't take an hour to do the work I need to get done. I can't seem to get moving in the morning, and then, as a result, actually work til 8 or 9 (I do mean work, not just sit on my ass) then the cycle begins all over again.
I have two returns that I NEED to get done, since the both go to Canada, THEN one has to go to Austrailia. But, since I just got the remains of the stuff last week, I don't feel too bad.
Then there's all this war stuff, and all I can think about is either work, or Lou. Sorry, I think our leadership is stupid and short sighted, but I have a personal stake here, and I don't know how I can control myself is someone gets in my face. Oh, and blaming the French, and "boycotting" their products - that's stupid. It's pretty clear to me, I guess. Having something to focus on (Lou) kinda makes things clear.
I really want that shower. But I really want to go to ManRay tonight. *shrug* Looks like it'll be another rush rush rush to get ready. I'm already not making noon, I think I'll have that shower.
