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Ok two things.
One is this friggin computer, becuase once I get on, I don't get off (No pun intended)
The major thing is: hunger. See I"m not hungry when I wake up, the thought of food makes me a bit nautious. But, about an hour later, depending on how long it's been since I've eaten, I get hungry to ravenous.
So, basically, if I'm not at work by the time I get hungry, or if I haven't planned ahead and set up something for breakfast, then I MUST stop and get food. And usually fast food breakfast makes me feel oogy, depending on how hungry I am and what I've been eating.
I'm at the point in tax season where I'm heartily sick and tired of fast food. That Wendy's, which is my total favorite, or McDonalds, or whatever is still open when I get out of work just isn't doing it for me. I've been searching out veggies, which I abhor, find myself snacking on carrots, to excess (there is NOTHING like overeating carrots *blargh*) And then, when I do eat, even if it's something like Wendy's which would make most people explode when finsihed, I'm hungry two hours later. It's annoying. Like last night, I stopped at my favorite place down on the Cape, and had chicken parm, with garlic bread. Now remember, I haven't eaten all day, which is becoming a MAJOR problem, and is directly related to my flagging energy level at night, and i looked at all the food I ordered and was like, I can't eat all this. I brought home some of the pasta, but I ate the rest of it. Chances are the pasta will be a pre dinner snack. Becuase I'll be hungry after I eat it.
My meals are unbalanced, and I'm eating MORE at sittings, and I'm losing weight. Figure that one out. I can't WAIT until my sister gets the rest of her crap out of here. My mother and I are going to CLEAN like nothing ever before. This place is a total wreck, all directly attributed to her. The kitchen is a breeding ground for samonella, which is the answer to the question "Why don't you cook at home?" I refuse to cook anything complicated in there (I know YOU feel my pain) And yes, there's the "Well, why don't you clean it up then?" question, something i have my reasons for. Let's just say this time that I don't get home in time to make a mess, I'm not cleaning up someone else's mess at 11-12 PM, just so I can cook. It's much easier to grab a burger, and throw out the bag.
*sigh* I want to start grazing, to eat constantly, so that I don't eat as much because I'm not as hungry. I want my own schedule back, I can set aside time in the midafternoon to go and get on the treadmill, so I don't have to deal with the "peons" who come in after work *nose in air sniff sniff* *grin* I want to set up a schedule where I work one one client in the morning, one in the early evening, have time in the middle of the day to do errands, or laundry or whatever, and then have at least one day off, like Wednesday, and Sunday, I'm happy to give up the day everyone else does their errands in favor of work. the I sleep on Sunday and do my errands, or stuff on Wednesday or whatever.
I like my idea of a flexable schedule. 9-5, or *shudder* 8-6 is NOT for me. And I don't have to, no matter whan anyone tells me. I like being my own boss, I like setting my own hours. Right now, that translates into less money, and certain voids in perks, like health insurance, which hopefully I can take care of later this year, but I'm OK with that. It means that on days when I want to take off and do something, I can, becuase it's easy to reschedule a client, than have a 2 hour arguement with some dufus boss. _I_ would be the dufus, thank YOU.
*grin*
And speaking of that, I should probably get off to work. I'm gonna wrap my head around what I can possibly have for dinner that contains veggies I like, but also some protein. I find myself craving red meat.
I'm jealous of their trip. I'd LOVE some noodles from that place he and I went to.
Hey THAT's a thought! Spicy Thai noodles. Hmmmmmm.
One is this friggin computer, becuase once I get on, I don't get off (No pun intended)
The major thing is: hunger. See I"m not hungry when I wake up, the thought of food makes me a bit nautious. But, about an hour later, depending on how long it's been since I've eaten, I get hungry to ravenous.
So, basically, if I'm not at work by the time I get hungry, or if I haven't planned ahead and set up something for breakfast, then I MUST stop and get food. And usually fast food breakfast makes me feel oogy, depending on how hungry I am and what I've been eating.
I'm at the point in tax season where I'm heartily sick and tired of fast food. That Wendy's, which is my total favorite, or McDonalds, or whatever is still open when I get out of work just isn't doing it for me. I've been searching out veggies, which I abhor, find myself snacking on carrots, to excess (there is NOTHING like overeating carrots *blargh*) And then, when I do eat, even if it's something like Wendy's which would make most people explode when finsihed, I'm hungry two hours later. It's annoying. Like last night, I stopped at my favorite place down on the Cape, and had chicken parm, with garlic bread. Now remember, I haven't eaten all day, which is becoming a MAJOR problem, and is directly related to my flagging energy level at night, and i looked at all the food I ordered and was like, I can't eat all this. I brought home some of the pasta, but I ate the rest of it. Chances are the pasta will be a pre dinner snack. Becuase I'll be hungry after I eat it.
My meals are unbalanced, and I'm eating MORE at sittings, and I'm losing weight. Figure that one out. I can't WAIT until my sister gets the rest of her crap out of here. My mother and I are going to CLEAN like nothing ever before. This place is a total wreck, all directly attributed to her. The kitchen is a breeding ground for samonella, which is the answer to the question "Why don't you cook at home?" I refuse to cook anything complicated in there (I know YOU feel my pain) And yes, there's the "Well, why don't you clean it up then?" question, something i have my reasons for. Let's just say this time that I don't get home in time to make a mess, I'm not cleaning up someone else's mess at 11-12 PM, just so I can cook. It's much easier to grab a burger, and throw out the bag.
*sigh* I want to start grazing, to eat constantly, so that I don't eat as much because I'm not as hungry. I want my own schedule back, I can set aside time in the midafternoon to go and get on the treadmill, so I don't have to deal with the "peons" who come in after work *nose in air sniff sniff* *grin* I want to set up a schedule where I work one one client in the morning, one in the early evening, have time in the middle of the day to do errands, or laundry or whatever, and then have at least one day off, like Wednesday, and Sunday, I'm happy to give up the day everyone else does their errands in favor of work. the I sleep on Sunday and do my errands, or stuff on Wednesday or whatever.
I like my idea of a flexable schedule. 9-5, or *shudder* 8-6 is NOT for me. And I don't have to, no matter whan anyone tells me. I like being my own boss, I like setting my own hours. Right now, that translates into less money, and certain voids in perks, like health insurance, which hopefully I can take care of later this year, but I'm OK with that. It means that on days when I want to take off and do something, I can, becuase it's easy to reschedule a client, than have a 2 hour arguement with some dufus boss. _I_ would be the dufus, thank YOU.
*grin*
And speaking of that, I should probably get off to work. I'm gonna wrap my head around what I can possibly have for dinner that contains veggies I like, but also some protein. I find myself craving red meat.
I'm jealous of their trip. I'd LOVE some noodles from that place he and I went to.
Hey THAT's a thought! Spicy Thai noodles. Hmmmmmm.
