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a week(end) of, I don't know what
Nov. 12th, 2001 03:08 amManRay Wednesday - Cruxshadows/Bella Morte
Much sleep and work Thursday
Connecticut Friday - Cruxshadows/Bella Morte.
Flirty pants with Bn, took MUCH pictures, did NOT fulfill evil plot
(Daddy - I was in front of Stacey, MUCH pics of Stacey. *Evil Grin*)
Saturday - Hide inside, not in the mood for people, stayed up to late
The Grotto Sunday - Cruxshadows/Bella Morte - mostly fulfilled plot *grin*
TALKED to Bn, remembers me from DragonCon, STILL Mr. flirty pants. *SIGH* DAMN my morals and his gf. Got my Bella Morte signed, got a HUG from cutie pants Andy *whoo hoo* I think I broke my ear (What was that Rydia? *evil grin* I have to say the energy was MUCH different. I'll write more later, I think each show needs a dissection for me. Saw an old friend, and think I found his LJ (I can't believe I never found it before, it's far too obvious, but I'm not poking it until I'm sure, maybe in my North Hampton entry on the concert I'll say more.) Laura likes Andy, of course she does, she has taste. *grin* I like having my own private enforcer. Noone expects her to be able to do anything, but she has the LOOK, which is applied on my behalf. And she bought me a beer. Hmmmmm. Beer.
Tomorrow is dinner with Laura and her friend John, and he cooks and he's making a duck. Hmmmm. Duck. It's going to be a grown up night, of food and wine and witty repartee, etc.
Tuesday is dinner and Buffy, and probably less witty repartee, but somewhere I'm FAR more comfortable. I don't like being a grownup, I like being able to be me. Mental note - ask if D can come, I should send e-mail now.
So, great weekend, no eardrums, feeling all schmoopy from Rogue's heartfelt declarations of love for Bella Morte and his GF Jess, she's so yummy, and he's SUCH a doll. I want one just like him, well maybe shorter hair *giggle* and not a rock star, one I can keep ALL for me. Stuff like what he said about Jess makes me see the missing part of my life, but I don't know the one who belongs here right now, and it doesn't distress me to wait for the RIGHT one. I have people I want to play with, but we already know it won't be more than that. I'm waiting for....the spark?
The spark.
that's a nice way of putting it.
It's weird, as hot as Andy from Bella Morte is, I'm far more attracted to Bn, he's exceptionally nice, and calm, yet still talented with a wild side, and I like that. Andy's exciting, but too much for me. I'd never be able to keep up.
Missing, but not empty. In this place and time, I'm content to wait. How odd.
More on the shows later.
And hopefully, more on the old friend too. (and not in a naughty way either, been there, done that, T-shirt)
Much sleep and work Thursday
Connecticut Friday - Cruxshadows/Bella Morte.
Flirty pants with Bn, took MUCH pictures, did NOT fulfill evil plot
(Daddy - I was in front of Stacey, MUCH pics of Stacey. *Evil Grin*)
Saturday - Hide inside, not in the mood for people, stayed up to late
The Grotto Sunday - Cruxshadows/Bella Morte - mostly fulfilled plot *grin*
TALKED to Bn, remembers me from DragonCon, STILL Mr. flirty pants. *SIGH* DAMN my morals and his gf. Got my Bella Morte signed, got a HUG from cutie pants Andy *whoo hoo* I think I broke my ear (What was that Rydia? *evil grin* I have to say the energy was MUCH different. I'll write more later, I think each show needs a dissection for me. Saw an old friend, and think I found his LJ (I can't believe I never found it before, it's far too obvious, but I'm not poking it until I'm sure, maybe in my North Hampton entry on the concert I'll say more.) Laura likes Andy, of course she does, she has taste. *grin* I like having my own private enforcer. Noone expects her to be able to do anything, but she has the LOOK, which is applied on my behalf. And she bought me a beer. Hmmmmm. Beer.
Tomorrow is dinner with Laura and her friend John, and he cooks and he's making a duck. Hmmmm. Duck. It's going to be a grown up night, of food and wine and witty repartee, etc.
Tuesday is dinner and Buffy, and probably less witty repartee, but somewhere I'm FAR more comfortable. I don't like being a grownup, I like being able to be me. Mental note - ask if D can come, I should send e-mail now.
So, great weekend, no eardrums, feeling all schmoopy from Rogue's heartfelt declarations of love for Bella Morte and his GF Jess, she's so yummy, and he's SUCH a doll. I want one just like him, well maybe shorter hair *giggle* and not a rock star, one I can keep ALL for me. Stuff like what he said about Jess makes me see the missing part of my life, but I don't know the one who belongs here right now, and it doesn't distress me to wait for the RIGHT one. I have people I want to play with, but we already know it won't be more than that. I'm waiting for....the spark?
The spark.
that's a nice way of putting it.
It's weird, as hot as Andy from Bella Morte is, I'm far more attracted to Bn, he's exceptionally nice, and calm, yet still talented with a wild side, and I like that. Andy's exciting, but too much for me. I'd never be able to keep up.
Missing, but not empty. In this place and time, I'm content to wait. How odd.
More on the shows later.
And hopefully, more on the old friend too. (and not in a naughty way either, been there, done that, T-shirt)
