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Thing went OK
Mar. 27th, 2001 02:32 amI think the boy has learned from how freaked I got last time.
Despite the snow, he showed up, right after I did, and was happy to see me. Did the huggies thing *sigh*, did the chat thing. It was nice. Not many people, no stressful people. Danced to Voltaire, and the Cruxshadows, he danced a bit. I kept losing track of him. I found him chatting up with a chick, who at least wasn't Nasty. Left it be, although I really wanted his attention, but I'm trying desperately to be fair. It ends up that said chicky apparently has a fiance, so he was playing her for naught. He'd have a better shot with me, and he knows that. *LOL* So he was going to Howie's and I followed him to where he was parking the car overnight and drove him to Howie's. he was very grateful but to me it felt like old times, I liked having him in my car to be touched, and scratched. *sigh*
I really miss him sometimes, I forget just how tactile I am with him, and that no matter what he's always there for a hug, I think a road trip to Atlanta may be in order. I have to track down a Goth scene there, and send him that way.
He promised to send me a picture, he's going to be in dress greens, but I want one all sweaty and dirty. he laughed and said he'd do it, brown tank top, fatigues and boots, all work and jump-dirty. Rrrroooaaawwwww.
Oh and the pythons ARE bigger and he's developed some impressive chest muscles, I got to pet him *grin* Now, how to get his shirt off........
I need to develop a bigger flirtation with some of the boys I flirted with in the dark. See we lost power for over an hour and it was quiet and dark, and I got to actually speak to someone which is odd. He's cute, but anything between us would probably be a bad idea, but at least we were on the same "just sex" level for a bit. Maybe I could, if we kept it non committal. Plus I think he's just too damn arrogant. *sigh* Oh well, I'll work on it.
*crosses fingers* I still have that deep dark longing though, and HE is worth waiting for.
Despite the snow, he showed up, right after I did, and was happy to see me. Did the huggies thing *sigh*, did the chat thing. It was nice. Not many people, no stressful people. Danced to Voltaire, and the Cruxshadows, he danced a bit. I kept losing track of him. I found him chatting up with a chick, who at least wasn't Nasty. Left it be, although I really wanted his attention, but I'm trying desperately to be fair. It ends up that said chicky apparently has a fiance, so he was playing her for naught. He'd have a better shot with me, and he knows that. *LOL* So he was going to Howie's and I followed him to where he was parking the car overnight and drove him to Howie's. he was very grateful but to me it felt like old times, I liked having him in my car to be touched, and scratched. *sigh*
I really miss him sometimes, I forget just how tactile I am with him, and that no matter what he's always there for a hug, I think a road trip to Atlanta may be in order. I have to track down a Goth scene there, and send him that way.
He promised to send me a picture, he's going to be in dress greens, but I want one all sweaty and dirty. he laughed and said he'd do it, brown tank top, fatigues and boots, all work and jump-dirty. Rrrroooaaawwwww.
Oh and the pythons ARE bigger and he's developed some impressive chest muscles, I got to pet him *grin* Now, how to get his shirt off........
I need to develop a bigger flirtation with some of the boys I flirted with in the dark. See we lost power for over an hour and it was quiet and dark, and I got to actually speak to someone which is odd. He's cute, but anything between us would probably be a bad idea, but at least we were on the same "just sex" level for a bit. Maybe I could, if we kept it non committal. Plus I think he's just too damn arrogant. *sigh* Oh well, I'll work on it.
*crosses fingers* I still have that deep dark longing though, and HE is worth waiting for.
