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tiamatlady) wrote2001-04-23 01:33 am
tiamatlady) wrote2001-04-23 01:33 am
Dammit
I can feel something off.
It's like.....An echo. Bouncing from......somewhere.
I don't know where, and it's more than one.
Today was a good day for me, nice people, the ability to either blow off or ignore the problem people who PERSIST in being in my orbit. I had a good time, but it' makes me all the more certain that SOMETHING is terribly wrong, and I can't put my finger on it. Hopefully it will right itself before something implodes.
It was kewl seeing Renee. I just love that grrrl. And driving up with Tink and Krista was so excellent. I'll need to organize a Chicks Only day where we talk about boys and make fun of their faults and stuff. *grin* And seeing Aaron, whom I simply can't PLACE where I know him from, dammit. That lucky boy gets to go home with Renee.
I wish I could see the imbalance. I know it's not for me to take care of, and it SUCKS being the one who wants control, and knows she can't have it because it's none of my business. I want everyone to know that my ear is always open, and my mouth can be shut up tight, too
OK Bed for me now, I've been up too long. Me and my "saucy" hair are off to bed.
*Hugs*
It's like.....An echo. Bouncing from......somewhere.
I don't know where, and it's more than one.
Today was a good day for me, nice people, the ability to either blow off or ignore the problem people who PERSIST in being in my orbit. I had a good time, but it' makes me all the more certain that SOMETHING is terribly wrong, and I can't put my finger on it. Hopefully it will right itself before something implodes.
It was kewl seeing Renee. I just love that grrrl. And driving up with Tink and Krista was so excellent. I'll need to organize a Chicks Only day where we talk about boys and make fun of their faults and stuff. *grin* And seeing Aaron, whom I simply can't PLACE where I know him from, dammit. That lucky boy gets to go home with Renee.
I wish I could see the imbalance. I know it's not for me to take care of, and it SUCKS being the one who wants control, and knows she can't have it because it's none of my business. I want everyone to know that my ear is always open, and my mouth can be shut up tight, too
OK Bed for me now, I've been up too long. Me and my "saucy" hair are off to bed.
*Hugs*
That thing
B and I were just in off moods and it effected our whole day (and I think, some of those around us). I bet we all just feed off of each other's weird moods (hence why we're all 'off' most of the time lately).
Re: That thing
I'm used to being the one who is pissy, and having everyone else be happy and relatively content, and it's odd being on the other side.
I just want to fix things and know I can't.
*hugs*
Re: That thing
Re: That thing
Lord God King Pissy. *snarf*
Honestly, you're the friendlist pissy guy I know.
And you're entitled. If you want to be pissy go ahead. I'm just nervous that this is a pattern as opposed to a brief thing, and, again, it's not just you, it's just More Noticable when it's you.
I'm going to go be Ms Perky at the office, I think.
*hugs*